So I definitely see where you guys are coming from in demanding bold, decisive action to lay it all out there on the line. Also, I agree that it will be no easy task to lay off the diapers for a while. Like someone mentioned above, I've also had the desire to wear diapers since almost as far back as I can remember so I know what that's like.
Diapers certainly have had and will always have a role to play in my life, but it seems appropriate to take a step back and not let the tail wag the dog. In other words, if I consent to Wannatripbaby's plan then I'm virtually certain to destroy one of the most important relationships I've ever had, most likely out my DL side to friends in the process, and find myself alone at the end of all of it. I don't know about you guys, but that seems a little like running your life through a one dimensional screen and watching the world burn when things don't go so smoothly. At the end of the day, I think I'd rather let my fetishes move to accommodate my personal relationships rather than vice versa. But hey, maybe I'm 100% wrong about this and my DL desires are going to come screaming back from under the rug ten times stronger than before in a month or two.
Either way, I've sincerely enjoyed the discussion so thank you all for that.