The first time i experienced the diaper turn on, I was stressed to the max. I have a very stressfull, and high profile job.
One afternoon, I came home from work, and was so stressed out, I thought I was going to explode. I was pacing, shaking, and felt like a caged animal. It got so bad, I even thought about taking some sort of valium.
It seemed to strangle me. I dont know why, but i stood up, and in a whirlwind, in my mind I wanted to push all the anxiety out of me.
I pushed it all out, and realised, i had pushed out more than stress. Yes I had an accident in my jeans.
All my stress was gone at that moment, Maybe beacause my train of thought was broken, beacause of what i had done?? I dont know.
About a month later I was building up another stress episode. I was feeling the need to release it. I decided to take a long weekend, and tour the White Mountains on my bike.
Two days into the run, the stress level was about the same, so I decided to release it again. I stopped at a drug store, and bought a package of adult diapers, so as not to have to clean my clothes again.
In the few minuets it took me to put on the diaper, a weird feeling was taking a firm grip on me.
It was strange, comforting, and exciting.
I did my ritual, and the stress was gone. After i showered, I needed a nap, so I curled up, and slept like a baby (no pun intended).
When i woke, I felt as if i slept for a week. I decided to just stay the night, at the hotel, and not ride.
The next morning, I woke, and decided to head up to the K.
As i showered, I was thinking about the strange feeling I got as I put the diaper on, the night before.
I decided to explore this furthure. I got out of the shower, and before I got dressed I put another diaper on, and got dressed, and headed out the door. I could feel the diaper, and for some reason, it distracted me enough, it wouldnt let my mind wonder into work. It really turned me on.
So in short, stress relief, comfort, and sexy. Anyone else have these feelings?