Well I have 3 version 1 is the first time i made a fake diaper, 2nd is the time i bought a pack of depends and the 3rd is ordering the diaper I have now which are little for big.
Anyway I love the feeling all 3 times it wasn't sexual it was more a comfort/de-stree sort of thing I can really explain but growing up I was never overly comfortable going number 2 on the toilet I would always hold it until I couldn't anymore. Anyway this whole thing started because at the age of 15 my mother suggested I get diaper to practice going on the toilet, I was embarrassed and thought about it and said I would my mother then said she wasn't serious. Well fast forward about a year and I was curious if there was anyone who was around my age that wore diaper and well I found many people and found out how to make a fake diaper using a towel and old underwear. I loved the feeling and as I've gotten old I have gotten more serious about wearing these diapers to de-stress and feel safe