scryedxp

I can understand that. I've been seeing my therapist for about 3 years now, I think? I followed her when the original practice she worked at closed. So, I already have an established relationship with her, and just now am I feeling I could actually disclose my interest in diapers with her. If you feel you have anxiety, and it's affecting your life negatively, I can't recommend therapy enough. It's terrifying the first couple of times, and you may have to see a few different people before you find one you click with, but it's worth the effort to help get your mind in the right place.

So, I have generalize anxiety disorder. I take daily and as-needed medication for this, as well as see a therapist and psychiatrist regularly. For the last several sessions with my therapist, I've wanted to bring up my interest in diapers, which is not only a sexual interest but something I like to wear in a non-sexual context as well. The last several sessions with my therapist, I chickened out of talking about it. I sent her an email saying I wanting to talk about this embarrassing thing, and she's asked if I wanted to talk about it, and I've said no each time because I was scared. I'm really just looking for somebody to tell my story and feelings to in hopes that it may make telling my therapist easier.