Thank you all for welcoming me, I was reluctant to join but I'm happy now I have. I've felt quite alone in my way of thinking for quite a while, its so nice to read things I can relate to. I am guilty of not having worn a nappy yet mainly because I live with my parents and i'm afraid of them finding out. I've played around with blankets and stuff to try and get a feel of what it might be like. I suck a dummy full time and I have lots of them, I would like to try a bottle. I would love to meet someone near me just so I could talk openly about how I feel. Sorry if this is a bit long but as I said I dont really get to talk about it.