Heisenbergdl

So im 28 now and this makes the 8th yr of incontinence and the road to becoming a happy abdl, theres been a lot of resistance in this path, quite often im jealous of those who get to put the diaper down... but ive learned to like it, its been easier to deal with lately and im now looking down at my diaper as if it were any other underware and i like it, it may be the first time in yrs that I actually did that and was sort of wondering if the same thing happened with anyone else who became incontinent and then an abdl, i mean i knew right near the beginning that i was as different an an abdl most likely as soon as i learned the term, took many yrs of accepting and was curious if any other people had a similar type of situation.