Brandon Ward

I don’t have any money to reach out to a therapist or a sex therapist

I’m not sure what break that mental block and deal with it healthy means

It could be shame and embarrassment that’s difficult to get over and I’m not honest with myself and accepting my need to wear diapers I always purge when my friend found it impossible to accept me wearing diapers I feel ashamed about the fact that wearing diapers made my friend feel unwanted and disgusted I’m always fighting an uphill battle I’m not gonna win until I accept that I will never stop wearing diapers and my friend will never accept my need to wear diapers

I’m not sure what triggers the purge cycle of diapers

I’m not sure

I have a fetish and love for diapers because I’m a dL not an ab

I feel very uneasy around people when it comes to wearing diapers

Your kidding me right now

I can’t It doesn’t get easier over time it gets harder

I have no idea how to break the binge purge cycle

I accept my love of diapers as a an adult it’s what I wear and how I feel

I don’t have the courage to find the balance like you do I accept who I am as a diaper lover and nobody else does which is embarrassing for me

I haven’t accepted my love of diapers it’s my business too and I’m happy for what I do also

I’m not sure about sharing my diaper desires with a therapist I have issues holding in my pee I’m wondering if diapers are part of the abdl community and part of my life and I’m not sure about bringing up diapers to the therapist

I’m a dL myself too I enjoy wearing diapers too

I don’t have a psychiatrist and psychologist and I don’t have a therapist it’s cause more stress and anxiety for me and I haven’t accepted those desires to diapers yet I don’t have a therapist to talk to about diapers and it’s becoming more of a factor through the years for me

your a bitch

I will keep friends anyway I will have the Moderator Suspended I’m not joking around Your on a roll, threaten me again, your suspended from posting until Dec 31. I suggest you take this time and reflect on your actions. And word of advice NEVER erase my posts. I never threatened you before but I can assure you any more violations and you will be Banned and your IP stripped from the site.

First of all I’m not talking like a bot so that’s where your wrong and second of all I’m not gonna study people and see how accepting they are because one I never come out to them and two I don’t know that many people very well and three I never mention the aspect of my life to them and four diapers are not a fetish diapers are just diapers for me and five I’m only a dL not an ab

I wear diapers sometimes but not all the time because I don’t have a lot of diapers right now

I do have friends on here

I’m gonna kill my self

I feel stupid when it comes to wearing diapers

I don’t know if I need one because it cost money have one or I don’t know if I need to talk to people who don’t understand so I can’t get it off my chest because my life will go south over diapers

I don’t have a therapist to talk to about diapers