Brandon Ward

Unless I’m wearing diapers with no outer clothing like jeans or slacks no one will notice

I’m gonna wear diapers around people anyway I don’t care what they think

I love diapers because they are cute and comfortable on me

I don’t know

I wanted to wear diapers as an older child or an adult and I was thinking I was gonna have embarrassing accidents in my sleep and my shorts and sweatpants and I like wearing diapers because they are cute and comfy and comfortable on and for me diapers are just normal underwear I feel safer and less likely to embarrass myself and I wanna comfortable with who I am and I don’t have to go find a restroom when I wear diapers i Love wearing diapers as a dL because I look cuter wearing diapers than not wearing diapers because I get up so meany times a night to go to the bathroom when I’m not wearing diapers and that affects my ability to sleep at night

No way

It’s gonna take me awhile to get through binge purge cycle before coming to to terms with my need for wearing diapers it’s gonna take me awhile to break the cycle and it’s gonna take me awhile to learn to love and accept it I don’t give a fuck about the other members

I have not Ignored all them and I’m hiding the wearing diapers part of me from others due to fear and anxiety and depression and the fear of being embarrassed that’s what others don’t understand is I’m a dL

I know it’s not a hot summer night yet

No don’t have my membership revoked I will yell at someone for that I’m not Toxic you fix my toxicity

I’m being nice

I have only an adult diaper in my car

I’m gonna be defensive and more receptive and I don’t listen to suggestions from others

I don’t use pairs of underwear old towels plastic bags or anything

I don’t have a job right now

I only have one diaper in my car right now It’s bad for me that I only have one diaper in my car because I don’t have any money to buy diapers right now

I don’t have a lot of diapers to wear because I don’t have any money to buy diapers right now

I feel like nobody will accept me for who I am when I wear diapers and that makes me feel like a loser

I don’t have a lot of diapers right now

I don’t have money to buy diapers all the time

What would be a problem

I don’t have a lot of diapers right now

I’m not sure how to find support and seek advice from those in this community

I’m not sure how to end the binge purge cycle with self reflection and mindfulness

I don’t remember how my parents potty trained me