Chibiusa255

I, like most, became interested in diapers at a fairly young age (about 10 I would guess) but at the time I had no way to actualy get any. I was about 17 before I had the means and the nerve to buy any. At first I think what i got out of it mainly sexual. I wanted to wear them because it , well... it turned me on. I guess I felt it was kinda naughty or something like that. The more I wore them the less I was turned on by it and I began to get something totaly different from it. Now, diapers to me have no connection to any sexual feelings. What I get from it is something much more important. When I'm being changed I feel loved, that i'm being cared for, that someone is watching out for me. When I'm in diapers I can feel safe and secure. I can relax and be happy. Wearing diapers offers a bit of shelter from the adult world without removing me completely from it. I can go about my everyday life like everyone else but I have my little "security blanket" to help me get by.

I'm new to this board so I don't know any of you guys yet but I just wanted to say "hi" to everybody. *hugs everyone* I hope everyone has a happy day

I've used the Depend Overnights and I think they are OK. The're not the best but definitly not the worst. A good middle of the road product. They sell them most everywhere around here and the're fairly cheap so I buy them sometimes. For me they will hold a couple wettings without any leakage but after that it's like Niagra Falls. They are alright for overnight if you sleep on your stomach or back but if you lay on your side then good luck. I have attached a pic of me in one if that will help any.

I would love to see them start making adult diapers more like baby diapers. A more babyish look and smell would be realy nice. Some cute prints would be great, too. Even the absorbent material in baby diapers seems to be better. Oh well, I highly doubt that any diaper manufacturer will ever acknowledge that there is a group of adults who want babyish diapers. I guess i'll just have to be content with my Goodnights (which i love) and keep dreaming of pampers or huggies for big babies like us.