diaperbear

Like a lot of other posts, I'd have to say mine started around age 4-5. We had relatives staying with us for about a week. One of my cousins was about 1-2 and still in Pampers. He and his older sister stayed in my room and I had to sleepin my parents room. I had my parents bed all to myself. The whole time I lay there, I had this strange fever like feeling over me. Everyone in the house was sleeping. I snuck into my room and pulled a Pamper out of the pack. I layed there on the floor and put it on. It felt so ggod. I've been hooked ever since. I stole some from friends sisters who used them for their dolls. I used a few of my grandfather"s Depends. All to far and few between becuse of being caught. My family would not have been understanding at all. It wasn't till I was caught looking at websites about this stuff by my at the time girlfriend, that it had to come about. I told her everything. She knew how hard it was to talk about this and was very understanding. To my surprise one day after work, she told me to get showered right away. I didn't think anything of it. After the shower, nothing to walk from the bathroom to the bedroom nude to get dressed. She was in there already and sitting on the bed. She told me to lay on the bed. I just figured she wanted to play. She not only did, but to my complete surprise. At a heart stopping moment, she pulled out a package of Depends and Baby sized pampers. She said it was very fun to watch me as she put the diapers on. She got so turned on and it became a new game. She's gone now and I've bought many more diapers since then and wear them at my convienence.

Very sexual for me. I've been fascinated and had a love for diapers for as long as I could remember. When I was younger, I would sneak diapers any chance I could. A lot of times I had to go without. I didn't get to really start fully enjoying them until I was on my own. Now I wear often. They are very relaxing. I know I have a very strong attraction to plastic disposible diapers and i make my own. I don't wear them for their intended use. I do mess in them. A "man" mess. I wear one inside out inside the other. I have a fetish for diapers, vynil and latex. Women wearing any of these is hands down the best.