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Thank you Diaperphantom... Courage, I was scared to even post, and Im glad I did, Thank You. oh I do understand what you are saying, it can be anything with in a persons life childhood and or adult hood that give then plesure in wearing diaper for fun and using them for there purpose, I use Depend Medium over nights with booster pad and they work great, I cant say I like diapers, but since ive been in them all my life, they are my life and i just got use to them, but there are times YES that i wish i didnt have to wear them,. oh, last saturday, we have a 8 foot privicy fence around our yard and my wife told me if I didnt want to wear a diaper out side I didnt have to, so i put on some underwear i had and my jeans, and went out and started the fire pit, and with in a half hour I was soaked, i went in and changed and ended up wetting and messing in my pants, went in, took and shower and rediapered my self, and was happier that way, so I geuss you can say I feel better with one on. there are diffrent ways to look at it though, I dont know, I just need some help with what i should be looking at as to the say fun part of diapers and not feel bad about them. Im begining to enjoy this site, Wow this is great, I will have to talk to my wife as I said in my other post, and see what it is she is feeling about my diapers, the baby talk, bottle and binky, I dont really care for the bottle thing, and the binky I think I could get use to it, cause of my thumb sucking when i sleep, her wanting to play mommy role thing and me be her baby thats goona take some time for me to get use to if I choose to open my self up to her that far. thanks again for you reply, Thank You All,. Louie

Thank you Pipsqueak, I think she enjoys the Mommy title too, and I will talk to her about it and see what she say, """" Having a disability doesn't mean others have a right to humiliate you """" you are 100% correct, and in my head thats what I was feeling. she also bought a binky for me, cause she said since I suck my thumb at night i should use a binky instead, but the thumb sucking is a sicurity thing from my childhood or lack there of, I have ALLWAYS sucked my thumb day and night through out my childhood, and now its only at night when im about to fall asleep I not acnoliging stick my thumb in my mouth, and still there when I wake up. I geuss maybe thats why she baby talks to me, I cant help it, at just happends.. I did use the binky once and she loved it and was realy baby talking to me then, I hadnt used it since. I can Baby Talk to my 4 year old Grandaughter and can do it better then she can, but to talk baby talk to my wife, well thats another story. thanks for you reply. Louie Thank you Redneck diaper boy, I know Im not alone in troubled child hood, I have read some other post under the other catigories, and I know where they all are coming from and experianced. thank you Louie I can see what you are saying, I have never had this many replys in any group Ive ever been in, this group is Wonderfully great, thank you all for your support, Thank you digger58610 Louie

Thank you t baby, I had heard that people injoyed being a baby again and having some one take care of them and or have a partner the same, and I was shocked as well when I found out this was true, I have nothing against any one who is ab/dl and wants to be a baby, I supose i could go along with my wife and see what it brings, she seened to like my responce this morning and as I mentioned in tinkles123 reply, I'm not ab/dl, but been diapered all my life, I too have a diaper bag with couple extra diaper, powder and rash cream, i have with me at all time, and change of close if needed. I to found im not alone, and are people like us that need diapers and yes people that enjoy wearing them and using them for there perpose. Who ya, I went to a site ' dont remember wich one ' but several there stated that they need them, but also likes them and likes being babied, I like being babied, but in a diffrent sence. yes you and Tinkles123 have helped me alot, and ramble all you want, its nice to have freinds that KNOW what im going through and yes friends that can help me see the ab/dl side of wearing diapers. 1 year ago i fell down the stairs and messed my mouth up, and had to be fed from a toob in my mouth, but my wife got cute and got couple baby bottles and fed me that way and she ate that up, I wasnt thrilled with it but i ate. she trys to get them out sometimes and i tell her to put them away,. where i work at most people there knopw about me and only a few tease me for fun but it still hurts in ways. I noted on other boards here about people getting mad for spelling, im dislexic and flip letters and read them in the same way as i wrote them, my spelling isnt that good. very slow in school was in speicle ed classes for several reasons. so i hope people that read my post dont get mad for my spelling. thanks again for your reply, im in tears, im so happy i have friends on my side who KNOW what im going through. thank you all Louie

Wow tinkles123,. thank you and you are correct. I never had a loving childhood, so maybe this could give me a start in the right direction in feeling better. I woke up this morning to my wife changing my wet and messy diaper and she said, " hows my baby doing this morning " I almost got mad but didnt and just said, " me otay " .. she looked at me and smiled. thanks for your post. Louie

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Thank you babybuu for the huggy welcome thank you rickibrat2, you two have a good day, Louie

Hi all, first my name is Louie, I been through a severe childhood abuse, raped, melested. Im not gonna post detail except you name it, it happend, and Im not kidding. I hate both my parents for the way they treated me........... I have MS, spinal injury, I have muscal damage from the tummy down, and under developed muscals and damaged nevres that cause no control on both ends, A friend told me about this site, and said this site might be a way for me to look at my physical and health problems in a diffrent aspect so to speak, he said I should look at the fun side of incontinent, not that there is one in my case, and I know im not alone here in my thinking and or the way I was raised. but here i am and i geuss i am willing to give it a try. I hate feeling embaroused, about having to wear diapers, even though i have never been with out one on. but even though im 40 and have 40 years in diapers, im still not thrilled about needing to wear them but i don't have a choice, so i thought maybe my freind might be correct in me looking at my condition in a good way then bad. My wife tries to baby talk to me and i get mad. she says she just trying to put some fun in it so i wont feel so bad. but i let her to make her feel like she is helping me feel better, even though i dont. SO again here i am and maybe this site could help me with some insights on how to handle things about my self. hope this babbeling post makes sence. and if you all dont want me here, i will understand, and leave. i have my incontinece group i can still post in, its not like this one though, not even close. they bann people who have fettish in diaper other wise known as AB/DL. but i am will to open my self up to this and see if it helps me. something has got to work. I dont like feeling bad about my self, even though i know its a health condition i have no control over. sorry for a long post, and thank you to the administrator for alowing me to join.... Thanks again Louis