I hope to find friends that share my same interests. It is very hard to have such a huge part of my life kept a secret. I am a normal hard working guy with friends and family that I love. I was a bed wetter as a child and through my teens. It was tough. There were no pull ups back then. I didn't wet the bed every night. I just had a lot of accidents. I had a rubber sheet on my bed and was put in diapers when it would happen too often. It was weird. It's like it wasn't a big deal, just something to deal with. Well it sure stuck with me. I liked wearing diapers. I guess I got extra attention or something. I would like to talk to others about this fetish that I love and hate. Thanks.