Unicornykitty

Hi! I've been lurking for quite a while now. Thought it might be nice to join if I'm going to keep lurking anyway, so at least I can say hi and maybe even get to feel less confused. When I was younger I had this friend. We'd often have sleepovers, the typical stuff with movies and games, cute PJs and, well, sleeping. In the same tiny single bed, usually. And then the thing that each of us kept secret: for me, she was my first crush (well into our teens until she moved away) and she is straight. For her, she never stopped wetting her bed at night - diapers - except I knew about and was fine with those. Somehow a part of that is stuck in my horny head and I'm so confused about it, for years and years. I have no idea if this place is even for me, but then again I'm on here a lot for someone who claims not to belong. ...so hello!