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id0ntknow

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  1. I listen to music all the time when I'm playing Diablo 2: Lord of Destruction or Diablo 3. Same goes with Ninja Gaiden, which has me pulling my hair out at the moment, since I restarted my challenge to myself. I'm playing the xbox version on Very Hard with these restrictions: No health upgrades, No magic usage, No other weapons than the Dragon Sword, and no skipping of major fights along the way. this might just drive me insane.

  2. I've made up my mind that I will be telling my family later today. I am running on 2 hours of sleep, and my stomach has been doing flips all day long. I'm scared of what the reaction(s) will be, but at the same time I know I need to talk before this eats away at me even more. The person I'm most afraid of telling is my dad, since he knows nothing of this at all as far as I know. He will also be coming home from work tonight, so he could be in a bad mood to begin with, but I can't take the thoughts swirling around inside anymore. As I said before, I'll keep this topic updated.

  3. I am going bowling this weekend with my sister and mom, who are on a league with me. I'm sure they will see my arm, and will question me about it. This is going to be a long 2 day weekend I think. I still don't know how I'm going to tell them, or even worse, my dad about this. When I got caught shoplifting, I used the partial-truth of almost bedwetting, but being embarrassed about buying them. I told this to my mom, sister, and a close friend. My dad still doesn't know about even that part. I am clueless right now as to how to even start the conversation with my family and friends, and don't want to break ties with the people I love most. My arm seems to be healing fine, since it was barely a scratch to begin with, but now I will have this conversation looming over me all weekend, and I'm lost on how to go about it. Sorry if I'm rambling, but I needed to vent a little.

  4. Hello everybody. New user here just wanting to possibly get some advice. I've had a fascination, and kink for diapers for around 10 years or so now. I have tried wearing them in secret when I'm home alone a few times, but being afraid of being found out by my family or friends leads me to get rid of them very quickly after getting them. I find them very comfortable, and while I know there is nothing actually wrong with enjoying them, I am also afraid of when I'm found out that I will lose friendships that I've had for most of my life, and that my family will not understand or accept me. For at least a year now I've been having dreams about letting my secret out or being found out in some other way, and they usually end in suicide. I got caught shoplifting diapers a few years ago, and since that time, the dreams have been worse. I feel like a failure as a person for having this interest, but not really understanding why I do. Yesterday before going to work, I got the lowest I've ever gotten, and tried to cut myself. It didn't work all that well, since my knives were pretty dull, but i scared some of my friends at work greatly when they saw my arm. I just don't know what to do about this, and would like some clarity.

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