KnittingNanny420

I have never had a child, but I want to lactate. I work from home so pumping during work would be possible, but my work may require paperwork. I have a history of breast cancer in my family, and the american cancer association states there is a link between pregnancy hormones raising risk of breast cancer while pregnant. Plus there is the chaos of taking medical advice from online forums. I.e. "take this med/hormone." I want to consult my doctor, but I'm afraid it'll turn into a waste of time. My obgyn I feel is disrespectful to me, because she refuses to acknowledge that I ,at 25, could have any logical reasons to not want babies. (I want a procedure that has a major risk of infertility... she refuses to give me any information on the procedure until we have gone through all other options, because "I could change my mind.") So, in summary. I am afraid if I approach her about inducing lactation she will shrugg me off, and/or not accept my reason of " I want to donate breast milk"...I don't even feel comfortable talking about age play, I am convinced she will simply roll her eyes at me again and wave me off. I have always dreamt of making lactation part of my kink. Now that I have found age play I can experience the joy of breast feeding, which was the ONLY thing I wad going to "miss out" on regarding my choice for no biological babies. I hope I didn't ramble, but I wanted to know what had worked for anyone else who induced lactation. How did you explain it to the rest of your life? Did you run into any unexpected hiccups?