kinktheshrink

Thank you everyone it's strange to me just because I've really never heard of it before. I think I saw this stuff on taboo once, lol. I've been thinking about it a lot since our conversation and I actually love him more. I guess maybe because he's shown a real vulnerable side. I know he's definitely in to it in a sexual way based on our conversation, he just wasn't very descriptive... I tried talking about it today but he was just like, "whatever." and went back to messing with his I phone update, lol. maybe I should just wait for him to bring it up again? I just felt the need to bring it up because I was looking for something in our room and found a stash of diapers. kinda like a, "oh he was serious" moment.

For a bit of background, I have an amazing boyfriend who is seriously the best thing to ever happen to me... Most people think he has "no emotions" and he comes off very masculine. I mean, I want to keep some anonymity here so just imagine a tattooed lumberjack looking fellow who carries a gun for a living and knows too much about whiskey, okay? Anyway, I've never felt emotionally disconnected from him like our friends and family say they feel, but I have felt he was omitting something... Well, last night after showing more emotions in 20minutes than he's shown in the past 20 days, he told me he's in to diapers. I'm not upset, I love him and I'd do whatever he wanted as long as he loves and respects me... but confused is an understatement right now. I didn't get mad at him or anything, but I did kinda make light of it and giggle out of pure nervousness (he understood). But he was pretty bad at explaining what exactly he wants from me. I asked for a description of the logistics but all I got was, "I'm not in to the poop thing." Anyway, I literally have no idea how to start this conversation. I feel like I need to because he made such a leap bringing it up to me. What do I ask? is there something I can read that doesn't use "mommy" and "daddy"? that is too much for me... Thanks