valeria

As i sit there in class i didn't care if i had a partner or not as i hardly did any work at all. While everyone else was all paired up i had my head down on the desk as i felt tired like i could fall asleep. I also knew that most kids didn't want to be paired with me and i was fine with it. As class went on all i thought about was when the bell was gonna ring, that school was almost done for the day as my last class of the day is gym but i usually skip it and go sit in the library.

I always would sit in the back of the classroom right by the window as i try to not bring any attention to myself. I know i was suppose to be doing my work but i sit there staring out the window at all the snow on the ground. Lately i didn't bother much to keep up in my classes as the work was getting harder and i struggled so much already as i have been under alot of stress and lack of sleep. I worry that the school will eventually catch on if that haven't already as i knew i had missed alot of school which could put me at risk of landing myself in the office with a meeting between the counselor and my parents... but the only issue was that my parents were gone with no way of getting in touch with them. The school has no idea that my parents were gone and that i have been on my own trying to survive and get by with little money i had all while trying to get an education,

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I shook my head no not wanting to stop for ice cream or a donut as i rubbed my eyes. Both the doctor and nurse were so helpful in getting you any information that you needed to get in contact with a doctor for me as they give you recommendations on specialists that could evaluate me for learning issues.

I cry as i felt like everything was crashing down as at that point i didn't know what to do as i felt more upset and shut down not wanting to talk at all as tears roll down my cheeks. I have a really hard time as i gave up trying to get out of your arms as it was no use as i wouldn't even know where to go let alone i was in a very big hospital as i just kept to myself. The doctor and nurse return to the room to see if i was doing okay now to finish the appointment up.

"Let me go! I..i wanna go home now!" I snap as i say this as i was not having a good day as i was upset and really struggled as tears roll down my cheeks as my eyes were a bit red and puffy still with all the crying ive been doing. The nurse felt bad seeing me like this as your trying to settle me down as the doctor offers to give us alone time before continuing the appointment.

I shook my head not wanting to listen to any of this as i cover my ears as i scream like a child having a big meltdown of a tantrum as i kept trying to get away as i even dared to hit and kick hoping you would let go all while the doctor watched how i was behaving. Tears ran down my cheeks as i say "let me go i want to leave this stupid place" i did not care what i said or how i acted as a nurse walked in to the room with the extra copies of reports.

The doctor nods as he has the nurse go make copies of the reports while talking with you he says "Yes of course we can make an appointment right away to get her checked out with her wetting problems and it shouldn't be anything to alarming and she should hopefully grow out of it" I hardly would listen as i try to get out of your arms as i wanted to leave and find my way home then be here any longer listening to what is being said about me.

I was having a hard time calming down as i nearly make myself sick from all the crying. The doctor nods and says "we can schedule appointments right now if you would like? And the wetting i would recommend her wear something like pull ups and to see a specialist or gyno to check her".

I stay in your arms curled up as my head rested on your chest. The doctor discusses that i did good as he goes over the notes he took. He then looks to you and says "Well valeria is under weight and i do believe she needs to be in a different age group" I look to the doctor confused as he further explains "from these tests shows she is not 17 my guess maybe elementary or middle school" I nearly freak out hearing that as i cry and threw the treat as i cover my ears and scream.

I have a hard time as tears still slip down my cheeks as my head rests on your chest as i held a tight grip on your shirt as the nurse tries to help the best she could as the doctor does the tests as he then needed to draw some blood to send it to the lab to be tested. I held on to you as the doctor tries to praise me that i was doing so good and was going to almost be done with the tests as he has the nurse go get a special treat for me.

The doctor listening as the nurse watched while having to take notes on everything as i was having a hard time as i cry looking up at you as i say "i wanna go home please take me home" tears run down my cheeks as i felt so scared as the doctor lets you handle me while he keeps going with the tests as he tries to get close to me so he can check my vitals.

The doctor completely understands and was fine with you staying with me as he gets right in to getting the tests started as he even explains each test to you as i was not wanting to listen and would cry that i wanted to go home. The nurse helps the doctor with doing the tests as i nearly scream and panic when i see needles as i struggle to calm down which i end up having a full on panic attack.

A nurse listens and goes to let the doctor know as i was being quiet and not talking at all as i curled up trying to hide myself as i did not like this place at all as tears slip down my cheeks. I hear a door open and then voices as the curtain gets pushed back as the doctor looks to you and then towards me.

I cry hearing all that and the possiblity of not being about to finish as a senior this year as it felt like everything i worked for and the walls i built up for crashing down as i felt like giving up as i let the tears fall down my cheeks as you manage to take this chance to get me changed not wanting to keep the doctor waiting.

The nurse nods as she offers to give you time alone with me and then pulls a curtain around so you could sit me down on the bed and change me if that helps to settle me down before the doctor starts as she goes to wait with the doctor and gets a file started on me while the doctor discusses with the nurse what tests he will be doing on me.

I get upset more as i wanted to go home as tears slip down my cheeks. The doctor leads us to a room as a nurse was there waiting with a gown i would need to wear for the exam as i have trouble calming down as i held a tight grip on your shirt. I felt you check my pants as they were dry as you remember i did not have nothing on under my pants at all. The nurse offers to take me from you so she could get me changed in to the gown while your talking with the doctor.

The doctor understands and has you follow to a room so that it was more private to discuss this more and that a nurse will help with doing some tests on me and that everything will be okay. I fussed and got upset as i try to say "i want to go home" as i rub my eyes and try to get off your lap. The doctor watched my behavior as he felt concerned as he has not seen too many cases like this before and hopes to get the answers you need.

I stir a bit in my sleep as i get a bit fussy and faintly woke up as i rub my eyes not knowing where i was at all as i try to move around as i was still in your arms curled up. I cough a bit as i look up as you see i had woken up just as you hear a medical staff worker come over to us. I looked seeing its a nurse and i panic as i held a grip on your shirt scared of letting go as i didn't know what was going to happen.

The pediatrican answers everything you where telling them as they had concerns also and recommends that you bring me in to be looked at right away and that they would meet you in the pediatric wing of the hospital as they will have a nurse get a room ready for when we get there.

The social worker tries to answer anything you had in mind to the best of her ability as she recomends that you have me get a proper medical exam done that could help give more understanding to what my health is and could get a better look at what age i should be. While your on the phone i was sound asleep the whole time as i held a grip on your shirt as my head rested on your chest. I slept as if i was ment to be in your arms as i looked so innocent as my walls i build up to be tough were falling down the more i was slowly opening up and not act out.

I stayed quiet in your arms curled up as i could hear everything that was being discussed about me. I tried to keep awake but struggled as i held on to you. I close my eyes for a bit but ended up dosing off and sleeping for a bit in your arms as i looked worn out.

I just listen as i try to eat and drink alittle bit more while i just stay in your arms. I pace myself as i then didn't want anymore as i left half of it. I rub my eyes as i felt tired and rest my head on your shoulder. A phone rings as its from social services getting back to you in reguards about me and what the options were on either me staying with you or having me put in the system.

"Whatever you and the school know nothing and will never find anything and i don't care i know im 17 and in high school and i will graduate and go to college to get away from everyone that is trying to stop me from doing what i want" i rant and try to get away but when i moved off the chair i nearly almost fall down as i felt a bit dizzy. I hold my head as it hurts a bit as i tryt to calm down to steady myself as i felt a bit defeated and tired as i rub my eyes a bit.