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Thanks you sincerely. This does help a lot and i appreciate it

wow, marry me? lol.

In essence then...try things out? I've always thought about trying to find people with similar mindsets or at least elements of my own, to

Umm I’m sorry about this being an essay, I’m sorry if it’s confusing, but I’m really kinda worried atm and I needed advice from people who might have gone through similar things. I thought that you might need to know all the facts to see if what I’ve gone through is normal or not – kind of a serious complete confession. Not all of this is relevant to ab/dl so read only the first paragraph and then skip to the last 4-5 paragraphs if you feel the rest is unnecessary.