Thank you for the warm welcome. Again, I'm still kind of errrr....leary? of getting to involved or well known. I am still figuring out where i am, "who" I am after realizing for once and for all what I am. So , I do hope to meet some some nice people that can possibly help me figure it out. My spouse of 18 years still hasn't. So, as a personal quest, I must go afar for my answers. Also though, as travelling any dark wood at night, i must be careful who I befriend.