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    Feedback For Bambinos

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

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    With me, i have to pull the sides/tapes in quite a bit to fit me, but as long as i get all four on the shiny, plastic, landing strip, I've never had an issue with them coming undone or even being uncomfortable... Maybe that's one of the very few perks of trying to wear medium diapers as an extraneously small person xD

    I Guess I Just Scare Myself...

    in Restlessfox's Depression Discussion

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    Over my life, I've always had good food, clean water, a nice home, nice clothes (and whatever style i want)...the ability to do almost anything i want... The long and short of it is, besides an early birth, occasional accidents at night, slight hearing problems, I've never really had anything to worry about. I even have an amazing boyfriend that loves me and is completely ok with my dl side.... So. Why do i always still feel so drained, lost, depressed, hopeless..just. So empty?

    Maybe this is just to vent, but lately, I've just been feeling worse. As a paramedic, i feel like I'm supposed to be the person helping others and I'm not allowed to feel like this... In the past, I've had to go to the hospital for physical self injury and overdosing. Not something I'm proud of at all, but I've almost succeeded twice and would have if i wouldn't have let myself make rash decisions and do things places where i was easily found...

    Now in November, I'm coming up on the date when i was raped when i was 12 (maybe this is too much information for this site....) And my stress, depression, guilt, and just general fear are pushing me to a breaking point...

    I've never been on meds because I've never talked to a doctor about this. I've been prescribed them, but both of my attempts were after i moved out, and i wasn't prepared to pay for meds and continued doctor visits.

    I feel likea site like this is the only place i won't feel judged. I don't want to talk to a therapist or a friend, and have to see the sympathy in their eyes. I don't want to put it on face book and be called an attention seeker. I don't want a lot of fake, generic sympathy from Facebook. I just want to hear from those of you who share in one of the biggest parts of my life...that really makes me who i am...

    I don't want to be this ready to die yet.. :/

    I really hope i don't scare or bother anyone...I'm really

    just trying to find a way to put my deepest life problems out there constructively instead of destructively...

    Thanks to everyone who actually takes the time to read this jumbled pile of nonsense..

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    Planning The Perfect Photo Shoot

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

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    I've been a photographer for a while (even though I'm on a teeny hiatus while getting settled into my new city) and i have to agree that location is definitely one of my huge things. With location comes time, temperature, lighting, obstacles, environmental hazards, and a myriad of other things that can affect time frames, clothing choices, lighting needs, and maybe the need for a new location.

    If you want the diaper to "pop" in the photo, be sure to wear darker colored clothes or use a darker background. Fill light directed on the midsection with an exposed diaper and dark secondary focuses make for nice pictures x

    If you wear something with designs and you want those to pop, select just the design colors you want to show and then reduce/remove the color saturation from the rest of the photo :) that's about all the help i can be from my phone xD

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    Adult Diapers And Gamers

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

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    I worked EMS at a certain popular casino here and i would see people pee right in their seats if they were determined to play certain machines.... Typically everyone that wore diapers i got to see because i spent a lot of time helping them find more or find a private place to change... :) you'd be surprised who wears diapers, for what, and what all someone will confess and vent to someone with a badge and a stethoscope :)

    Clothing That Shows Your Diaper

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

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    I can attest to the fact that skinny jeans do almost nothing in the way of hiding diapers...which is why i love goodnites so much, because i wear a lot of skinny jeans xD those coupled with tight band shirts show diapers well (if that's really what you want!)

    Other than that, i prefer sleeveless shirts and basketball shorts with plastic backed diapers if i want then to be seen/heard xD

    If I'm with my bf at the apartment, typically it's some sort of shirt and just a diaper :)

    Adult Diapers And Gamers

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

    Posted

    Deep vein thrombosis and seizures are two of the main health concerns i associate with long sessions of gaming, and working as a paramedic I've had the great opportunity to see and treat both. In the end, everyone needs to be responsible with their bodies.

    Also, google searching "gaming in diapers" shows some pretty interesting results xD

    Question About Meeting People Online

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

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    choctawboi: I like your blog btw, I haven't had a chance to really do much more than skim but what I have read I have liked.

    Thanks!!

    I meant to add something.... Don't try to enter a relationship with someone just based on the fact that you mutually like diapers. One of my friends tried that (except they were furries, not DLS) and it just..fizzled fast. I'm not trying to imply that you were going to do that, I'm just saying it now for anyone out there that might be reading this also :)

    Question About Meeting People Online

    in Our Lifestyle Discussion

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    I meet my boyfriend 4 years ago on a pretty big lgbt youth site i was an admin on, and we've been dating for 3 years now and also live together :) diapers came up pretty quick because i really am dependent on them, emotionally now more than physically, but still. He's never had an issue with them (even though he pokes fun sometimes) and I've never forced then upon him either. I think i got really lucky with him, and i really do love him :)

    I actually wrote a post about meeting others online on my blog :P see if it means anything to you xD

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    How Can I Make Incontinence Work In A Gay Relationship

    in Rainbow Diapers

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    Phone cut me off :P Also, I'm not sure how long you have been in this relationship, but since you're incontinent and I'm not sure if this is a fetish for you, I'm not sure if i would take that suggestion of asking your partner to also engage in wearing diapers, especially early in a relationship. It might work in some way, but personally i wouldn't suggest it. It took me at least a year before i even stopped wearing boxers over a diaper when i was wearing pants just on the off Chance my boyfriend saw. I can wear a shirt and diaper around him more easily, but relationships and standards do take time to mature.

    How Can I Make Incontinence Work In A Gay Relationship

    in Rainbow Diapers

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    In the end, you need to pursue a relationship (as i think anyone should really...) With sometime that you might be able to see yourself with for quite A while. For that to work, you need someone (and also TO BE someone) that will respect their partner, accept wholly who they are and what they're about, and supports their partner no matter what. Compromises may have to be made in most instances, but nevertheless a good relationship should see these things through. I met my boyfriend when he was 14 and i was 16 and the fact that i still wore diapers almost all the time was a very real issue for me. Luckily, he understood, and still does. I'm also not the most sexual person at all due to my past, but my bf and i work through it, and I'm slowly desensitizing to it.

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