sissypeepee

Hi Eggster....The Doc perscribed me Locoid Lipocream .1%. Its a hydrocortisone butyrate. I do have the commonly described red/pink patches...no pain..no itching at all. I'm sure I got it from stress. I suffer panic and stress all the time for most of my life. Also depression. I once got Shingles too from stress. I used to take an SSRI but dont anymore. Thats why I like wetting....it relaxes me and makes me feel good. What can you tell me about the Psoriasis? I'm a little nervous about using the Lipocream on my shaft....its a steroid.

The Dr. did tell me it was a incurable disease. He said about 3% of the male population get it on their genitals. Dr. said the Locoid Lipocream will get rid of it, but it will prolly come back again. Could come back soon or later, so he wants to monitor it. Do you think its ok to have my sissy pad soakings? I pray this wont cause a problem. I wouldnt dare mention this to the doc, so I'm asking here...Hoping someone can share experience or knowledge.

Hi Everybody, I mentioned a little something about my small rash on my peepee in the newbee nursey when I introduced myself.. My Dermatologist today said I have psoriasis. It could have been caused by any number of things like age, stress, rough rubbing etc. I dont think it was from wetting my feminine pads because I have been doing this for 40 years. I'm thinking alot of stress lately and rough rubbing. Dr. perscribed Locoid Lipocream .1% I'm hoping I can still have my weekends of pad wetting and wearing all night long. I will apply Desitin to help protect. What do you think? I cant imagine not being able to soak my feminine pads anymore......help

Thanks so much Yuna ! I need all the support I can get. Thats why I finally joined this forum. Also.....After doing some reading on here, I think I will try the Desitin for my rash.

Hi everyone and thank you all. Where do I begin? I'm a 55 year old guy that is a widower. Somehow, it all began when I was about 10 years old and dreaming all the time about secretly peeing in a diaper under my clothes in front of the girls in grade school. When I was about 12 years old, one night I felt the need to pee in my underwear, and continued to do this on weekends for a few years late at night. Somehow I got this mixed up with wearing my moms underwear, dresses, and heels. I was switching back and forth between peeing and crossdressing. I didnt know what I was doing and thought I was weird for a long time. Sometimes both fetishes would go dormant for months, but would always return. As I got into my teens, I would search the donation clothing boxes for womens underwear and dresses. Then I began a new idea of peeing in ladies pantys, briefers, and pantyhose with heels on. Again going dormant from time to time. Fast foward to my adult life, my wife was very accepting of my crossdressing and she helped, participated, and enjoyed it as well. She never knew of my pee fetish...although maybe now she does in heaven. Fast foward to being a widower now for 5 years. Still enjoying the crossdressing from time to time but also discovered I really enjoy wearing a womans extra heavy menstural pad such as the Tena Ultimate. I use 2 pads and over lap half. This way I can extend the length to cover my package and also cover a small part of my butt. The pads are applied to a long sheet of saran wrap to help prevent leak under a pair of large white Bali nylon panty briefs held up with suspenders. Makes a nice tight feeling and fit. Am I getting too weird yet? I then put on a pair of shiny pantyhose with a good portion of the crotch cut open. Then 5 inch heels. I slowly drink about a 6 pack of beer throughout the night slowly releasing my sissy period pee. I love to soak the pad slowly and love the look and feel as the pad swells, especially in the back where the swollen pad ends at the panty gusset panel. I also love how the yellow stains my white panty when it slightly leaks. I have gotten in a habit of doing this almost every weekend now for a long time. I love to stay in my panty and pads for hours and hours. I cant seem to stop doing this and sometimes I hate myself for doing it. I often get depressed about doing it, so I let it go dormant. It always comes back, especially after a dissapointing date with a girl or a failed relationship with a girlfriend. I miss my wife sooooo much. Some questions.....I hope I dont sound like a weirdo, but am I that unusual....did anyone ever hear of this sort of fetish? Also...for the first time in my life, I developed a red rash on the tip of my penis. My doctor said it was a very common rash. The doctor suggested Lotrimin Ultra, but its not working. Sorry for the long post....thanks for listening.