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Thank you for suggesting those other places! The guy from ABUniverse actually emailed me back and said he'd send me a large size pack for the cost of shipping because he's never had that happen before, haha. I'm looking at the HDIS Underwear sample pack, and I see it has Depends in it. If I am a S/M in those, would I not be a Medium in the others? I don't understand the sizing.

Hi all. I recently allowed myself to indulge in my lifelong curiosity with diapers. I'd had a box of free Depends Silhouette samples in my closet for awhile, and since I'd gotten rid of my boring, vanilla boyfriend and have been letting myself free to explore my different fascinations, I figured I'd try one on and give it a whirl. Putting it on was fantastic, but eventually letting myself wet it was one of the most amazing feelings I've ever had. From the time I was a (real life) little girl, I would take my mother's maxi pads and hide in the bathroom and pee in them, among other little inklings of DL curiosity which are beginning to come back to me and make me realize what was going on. My only problem now is how to find the right kind of diaper for me. I don't have enough money to buy all different kinds, so I found ABUniverse and bought a sampler, recently. The package came in today, and, much to my disappointment, NONE OF THEM FIT ME. I bought the Medium pack after reading all the size charts on them, thinking they would fit me perfectly (and snugly), but I can barely even get any of them to tape on both sides I am not a small girl, but I am not very large, either. I wear about a size 14 in women's (US) pants. I loved the way the Depends Silhouettes fit me (and the S/M size fit me PERFECTLY in those), but I don't think the absorbency is going to be good enough for me. I want something snug fitting, and I really liked the pull-ups style of the Silhouettes, however I was reading that sometimes those don't have as good absorbency as the tape ones. And, obviously, I would like something that isn't beige, haha. Could anyone point me in the right direction of some economical diapers that at least KIND OF fit what I'm looking for? I'd really appreciate any other advice you could give me, as well. I'm still pretty new to all this. I've known about this lifestyle for a long time, and have always been intrigued by it, but have never fully explored it firsthand. Thank you all