Kassy

I can to this site in hopes of finding friends and perhaps find someone who really cares about me. So far i guess you could say my feelings about this place are mixed. Some of you have been kinda nice... others though were just rude... and some who seem to want me to go away from here. Ive been going through a tough time... My family is falling largely cause of a devistating cancer diagnosis, and my mother is slowly going mad because of it. I'm unsure what I'mgonna do with my life, for now I'm living at home with my parents, but that isnt gonna last for much longer. I dont have a job, a car or anything, I am applying for college but even then, im not sure how i'll cover the costs or what i'll do when i finish... if i finish. The worst thing that happened though was that my girlfriend left me abruptly... apparently because her friends (he had something against me for some reason) had convinced her i was just some perv... This was... I havent gotten over it yet... I loved her very much... though she clearly didnt care much for me... I'm proibably just being whiny about my problems... but its stuff somethign thats brought me down low... not the worst ive been... but very close to it.

I'm newish (i used to lurk around a little) here... I joined cause I'm very lonely and hope I might find some decent friends on here... and maybe the girl of my dreams (as if anyone could like me :<)