[Is Anyone Else Ashamed?]

I think that Spokane hit the nail on the head in terms of how I feel...except about being a parent. I have a ways to go before that hits me .

Although....part of me is saying "if you tell everyone, and get it out there then you'll probably feel better about yourself and get the chance to wear more often without sneaking around. Communication is key!"

While another part says "why on earth would you want to go up to your parents and say 'hey, guys, I have this kink for diapers. Okay I'm going to the store bbyyee!!'"

[Just Couldn'T Get Enough The Last Few Days.]

I haven't been wearing diapers for very long (I have none at the moment actually). But when I did have some in stock I would just wear them during the weekend. I usually just slapped one on at night, sometimes I would remain diapered for the day though. I liked that cycle.

Although, I've only used 3 packages of diapers in the past 6 months or so, but also take into account I've basically been a DL for my entire life. All in all I've only recently been comfortable with using diapers in secret (which is hard when you don't live alone!). I probably won't be getting back into them for awhile though.

[Heelllllooooooo Everybody!]

Hey everyone,

I think that it's high time that I expose myself to the ABDL community, so here I am! A litle about me:

As far back as I can remember I've had the desire to wear diapers. Some of my earliest memories (at around the age of 4) involve me gaping in awe at the diapers advertised on TV. Despite my chronic desire to wear a diaper, I didn't actually get to wear one until a few months ago! Since then I've only tried out 3 different brands (Depends, Abena and Tena), I must say that it's rather hard for me to get my hands on some diapers, stash them and then use and dispose of them without someone finding out.

I feel like I'm kind of volate when it comes to how I see myself within the wide specturm of ABDL. Sometimes I feel like I'd wanna be a Daddy, but most of the time I just wanna be the one getting put in the diaper. I change around on a lot of other specturms as well. Such as who is diapering me, or if it's a sexual experience or not. I feel like I've thought (or read!) throught a lot of different combinations.

In terms of my life away from the screen, I probably won't ever reveal much of that. I'm sure you all understand. Although I must say (because I'm all proud and stuff) that I study French! And English! It's a bundle of joy, to be sure.

In any case, I think that I've given enough for a simple intorduction. Although I'm just itching to get involved with the community! I've been ABDL for basically my entire life, but even the simple (and occulsive) action of embraceing an online community is extremely surreal. I can't wait to hear from everyone and share my thoughts and experiences!