Novingale

Thanks Betty, I really appreciate your help, I would love to get as many opinions on this subject as possible, its really helping clear my head and helping me sort all these jumbled thoughts, so feel free to move it where you see fit.

Goodness gracious, that was incredibly helpful and decent of you. I'm glad you think I'm doing so well, I do to! (Aren't I just the modest one) Also, I don't think he has any ill intent, in fact, he told me he didn't himself. I really just wanted some reinforcement that maybe diapers is the only 'strange' skeleton in the closet for him, and this was something innocent. That said, he is in possession of child pornography, and for someone like me who was a victim of abuse at one point, they frighten me, more than a whole bunch. I'm not the type to put up boundaries, but for the last two weeks, I can't even look at a child without feeling horribly guilty, or look at him without this knife in my stomach. Call me dramatic, but I think this is that 'one thing' that I just can't compromise for, look past, or bite my tongue about. I'm going to talk with him this weekend, and explain how I'm feeling, I'll update you after the long weekend. Thanks again for your kind words Nightingale and Nova

I really do not want to put a bad light on anyone, at all, so I'm really sorry about that. I just want to know if that's common? It seems wrong to me, but I would like some open and honest opinions, again I really don't want to offend anyone, I'm just curious.

Hello new friends. I don't even know where to start, um, well my boyfriend and I have known each other for a very long time, six years now, I think. We dated lightly in the beginning, ending with a confusing break off and a long period of silence. Recently we have found ourselves together again, and he nervously came to me, explaining his love for diapers. Of course, he had forgotten that i already knew! Silly him, from when we dated the first time. I hadn't tried it, we only spoke about it. Now with this renewed love we've somehow found, I decided to give it a go, and I really enjoy it. Its very relaxing and comfortable, and its a nice way to keep an exciting twist in our lives. Fantastic. While he was out, the other day, I was trying to find a picture on his computer so I could frame it and put it on the wall, as a surprise. Well I found something I didn't want to. You see, he's got these photos. Of little girls. Not adult-babies, but little girls, children, in diapers. Posing for the camera, looking surprised, sometimes I don't even think they knew they were being photographed. And one little girl, I know he knows. This made a little red flag shoot up for me. I was scared, to be honest, I am still worried. I asked him about it and he told me it helped with the regression, looking at photos of children, it helped with the process. I can see how that would be true, but... Its just, well... wrong. I hate to be "that girl" but, I mean, we wear diapers together, and I wouldn't turn my nose up for much. Children. Where does the line blur between regression, and pedophile? Thank you, I really hope I didn't offend anyone. I need your help. Nightingale and Nova