I finally built up the courage to buy a bag of adult diapers. Or at least adult, readjustable underwaer with tapes. I still count them as diapers though.
I realized that I'm turning out to be a wimp, never taking a risk in my life, so I decided that buying a pack of diapers from a store like Wallgreens was in order. I have never bought diapers before and the last time I wore diapers was with my ex-girl friend a couple yers back, and those were XL pull-ups. I was very nervious and made a plan of action 3 weeks ahead of time. I only live, in my parent's house, about 2 hours from the university I attend, so I drive back and forth frequently. I found a small detour that would take me to a Wallgreens about half way between my house and my college dorm, this way no one I knew would just happen to be there. I even took the time to go onto google maps and take a street view look at the route I was going to take so I would know what to expect. When plans changed as the semester was comming to an end, my roommates, whom I dorm with, had a week off in which they intended to be gone. I had a week to myself in a solitary dorm room and 2 of those days I didn't have any classes. I had 2 exams on that Monday and only one exam on that Thursday. Friday was the day I had to leave for home again.
I threw my well devised plan into action a week early.I when home like usual that weekend and made my detour on my way back to college that Sunday. I was soon parked in the lot of that Wallgreens. I had come up with a cover story in case I were to be asked by anyone why I was buying diapers. Its good to mention that this was at 9:15ish am. I walked into the store nearly shaking, but quickly found I was one of the two customers there and the other customer was asking help from the only clerk visible. I went straight for the adult care section and started looking for adult breifs. I was sad to find that the only breifs they sold were the 40 count packs, and I was not going to need that much. I, panicing becasue things were not going accourding to plan and just took a few minutes to stare and read some of the other diaper packaging. I ended up grabing certainty adult underwear with the readjustable tapes. I quickly went to the clerk who was actually a nice looking woman in her mid 20s I believe and cheacked out. I must have been red in the face because she only said one thing to me, which was the usual "have a nice day." But she struck me as one who likes to talk, a lot. Or maybe I immagined that... I'm not sure. I got to my car after making my purchase with cash, no money trail, and put the diapers in a rubber storage tub I had ready. I got to my university and grabed my stuff making sure no one could see into the tub. I got to my room, and locked the door. Mission accomplised.
I listened for a bit to see what rooms next to me were occupied. Then I ripped open one side of the package and pulled on a diaper. My heart sank as I found I grabbed a size just a bit too large for me. I quickly gathered myself reminded that it had adjustable straps. I fit it as best I could and took a few steps around the room. They were silent, which I realized was very important as I did not want anyone to find out. I couldn't help myself any longer as I was already stiff. I'll spare the details on this particular subject, but I was very satisfied. Over the following days I wet and came in my diapers nearly all the time. However, I never once stepped out the dorm with a diaper on and I always wore clothes overtop of them, just in case. It was a great week. Now that the semester ended and I'm back home, I still haven't found a time when I could wear a diaper and truely enjoy myself before I need to start work again.
I know this seems like a lot to post, more like a story, but I have to tell some one. I fear I wouldn't be able to keep this to myself if I didn't say this here. I believe that this is a major acomplishment for myself, and of course, I r-e-a-l-l-y enjoyed it.