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I'm not going to indicate the sex of my partner because I'm not sure if they go on this site. I recently found out my partner is a DL. I go back and forth between feeling supportive/mostly okay to very uncomfortable. The whole idea of diaper fetish is very foreign to me. I have no fetishes of my own so I don't think I can relate. This is very hard for me to honestly accept. I just feel like I'm lost because the person I fell in love with seems like somebody completely different **in my eyes** even though nothing has changed other than my knowledge of the diaper fetish. I just don't know what to do, what to think, what to say or how to act around my partner anymore. It's like this taboo thing has creeped in between us, staring at me, waiting for me to accept it or abandon it and I don't want to do either but I don't want to do "nothing" and I'm clueless as to how to perceive and proceed.