alyssa

Happy New Year!

Anyway, with the new year, I thought it was time to update my page! Gawd, I haven't done this forever, but I keep thinking about it. I've promised myself that this will be the only time this year, so....

I've been here forever! I actually found DD when I was "pre-highschool" and back before all the pervy stuff started on the internet. Or at least before I realized it took place. I've been a life long bed wetter. I struggle staying dry! I have what is called primary nocturnal enuresis. To be a non-bed wetter, you have to be dry for several months in a row. I have somehow managed never to achieve that milestone.

I guess I would say my teens were the most difficult. Well, yes they were for sure, and that is what got me to DD. Searching, reading, dreaming about not having wet mornings. It was always the family secret. My aunts, cousins, and of course mom and dad know about everything, but I couldn't even imagine talking about it with friends. No sleepovers for me.

On to school, and I was fortunate to have my own room. Goodnights made for good mornings. Although disposing of them discreetly was always a concern. My social life was more important than school life, I had a few "poor choices" as my step mother would say. Ultimately, I didn't quite finish, but that's ok.

I'm lucky that I have been able to travel with my family a ton. I've been to lots of spots around the world. My favorites were always the big cities like Hong Kong, Paris, and London. I also loved the animals in Africa.

I've taken to writing again, and again, and again. It's an on and off pastime for me. I like to mix real life and fiction together. I feel its a better element for the reader. I posted two short stories here recently, and I am thinking about a third topic. I do keep a journal for myself, but I'm not publishing that work! I sometimes go days or weeks without writing, then sometimes I just cant put my pen down.

Oh yes, diapers. Yeah, I know all about them. I've been in and out of them all my life. Cloth, disposable, training panties, yes, the whole enchilada. Plastic panties, wipes and a diaper pail. It all seems to go together. Everything makes me feel small. I have mixed feelings about the whole thing. I guess I'm still searching for who I am. Big girl Alyssa, or baby Aly. It seems like its easy for me to slip into "toddler status".

Speaking of diapers I have NO INTEREST in annoying boys who just want to show me their crotch photos and ask what kind of diaper I wear or if I have a diaper on my bottom right this minute. And while I'm at it, NO, I DONT WANT TO BE YOUR MOMMY. I'm more the quiet submissive type, normal, but crazy at times. As for the third question, I'm not looking for a relationship (aka boyfriend) either. Feeling small, and having sexual feelings just doesn't mix for me.

People who are kind and can speak articulately usually go to the top of my friend list! I don't care if you ask me questions; but don't expect me to answer everything! Remember, if you ask me a question, its only fair I can ask you the same thing!

A word about PM's... I don't have a policy. I could care less. I know how to use the ignore button, and I only make a big deal if you turn into a stalker or say something rude. Sometimes I sit in the chat room and flip back into the forums or other places. If I don't answer, I might not be there! The drama drives me crazy at times, then I just leave.

I have a few good friends who I speak with on here, and I enjoy talking to them. But with all the strange things, and sometimes people, I get worried. I do have some anxiety issues. I'm happy to get to know people, maybe someday grow close, but for me chat is chat. I'm not looking for my next romantic partner, and I don't think of DD as a dating service! The few times I have trusted someone, I was disappointed and hurt. Well, crushed is more like it and one scary time too!

So, as I wrap up the random thoughts oozing from my brain, If you make me laugh, can take my mind away for a bit, and want a new friend, maybe I will chat or become an email pen pal. Thank you for reading my profile. If you read it before we chat, bonus! To those who don't, well, I guess I just get to laugh; or use my ignore button.

PS. Special brownie points if you can guess the diapers in my picture, lol!