MusicMax1994

Hey everyone. I was wondering what other people's opinions are on accepting that you are an Adult Baby. None of my family knows, and only 2 of my best friends know, and one said that it was "weird and wrong" and the other didnt care really, but just doesnt talk about it, so idk what she thinks. I know this is who I am, I mean, it honestly feels just wrong on a base level for me to use a toilet. I always feel like I should go in my pants, like that is the right thing to do or what I'm supposed to do, but i am forced to go to the bathroom I find myself longing for a mommy that would diaper me, breastfeed me, and take care of me like a real baby, at least for a while. But I don't know how to really accept myself, because i still feel like this is wrong on some moral level. it doesnt help that no one else is accepting... I know my parents wouldn't be, so i never told them. Anyways, if anyone has thoughts on this, or similar stories, I'd like to hear them. Thanks.

OK, so i have actually posted in this forum once before, but it wasnt really much of an intro. anyways, I AM new to being involved in the forum, instead of just reading the stories (which are always good I would like to address some confusion that was brought up before hand. many people think i am under 18, being that my name has the year 1994 in it. that is not the case. My name is not ACTUALLY max, and i was not born in 1994. I was born in 1992. I am 19. however, my name is the way it is because when i was born, i was born a twin. unfortunately, due to complications with infantile pneumonia, my brother (max) passed away when i was 2. I didnt remember him at all (because i was only 2!) until my parents told me about him when i was 17. So, even though I am not grieving for him (being that i didn't really know him. I was very sad at the time i was told, but I am fine now.) i keep his memory alive by making almost all my screen names after him. if you look on youtube, i have the same name. lol im sorry for the long explanation, im not looking for sympathy, im quite alright now, i just wanted to allay any worries about my legitimacy on this forum I'm really interested in getting to know some people, and getting to know myself more. I am a closet ab/dl, and have only worn pullups in my adult life. never diapers I live with a room mate at my college, so its kind of impossible to hide that sort of thing. So.... that was SUPER DUPER way too long, but whatevs! bye now!