Thank you for the awesome introduction! I can definitely relate to the whole "urge to wear". For me, it started when I was about 14 or 15. I would have recurring dreams of me just putting diapers on and wearing them around the house and sleeping in them, and what great dreams they were. I wanted to make that a reality so I mustard up the courage to walk to my local Walmart and purchase a bag of the older plastic backed Assurace brand diapers, and that just opened the flood gates for my fetish. Ever since then I've been on and off experimenting with diapers such as buying different brands, and also wetting them(which is kind of nice, but I still think its kind of ikky lol). Its really great to hear about how supportive people on the site are, makes me feel not so alone, or unaccepted. For as long as I bought that first bag of diapers I've always felt like some what of a freak, and always sort of avoided the whole girl situation i.e. she thinks I'm some sort of wierdo, and im constantly afraid my friends or family might find out and not be as supportive, so that part of me wants to stop this. But in the same sense, I love to wear, and its about a 70% sexual thing for me and a 30% regression thing where I can put on a diaper and curl up in my bed and take awesome naps .