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  1. That was when I learned that fear has physical implications. Especially panic. The past couple of months I had been going 24/7 all over the place and many times had hit a point of panic. I reasoned it was for my own good and I had to get over the social stigmas and be myself all of the time. The problem was that it had dire consequences and the ECG said I had ventricular hypertension - the wall of my heart had thickened because it was stressed by high blood pressure.

    So the moral of the story is that fear is not a normal condition. If you are like most of us and fear being noticed, then in any condition where there is a possibility of diaper discovery your body will become fearful and it will affect you negatively, even without discovery.

    Baby Bri

    Baby Bri:

    Dead on. Excitement (even from wearing your padding) can do things to your sleep, too. Whether to wear or not depends on whether you can relax or not wearing your padding...I have told sufficiently many shrinks about it, and my GF, and worn to work often enough, that I'm not going to be worried if a Dr or medical professional discovers it, and am not normally concerned about being discovered. For you, diapernh, I think the best route might be to simply talk to the techs about it, and ask if you can wear a diaper...this way, discovery is over and no longer a problem, so you can just relax and feel safe. You might also want to consider if this night life of yours is actually the root problem....I lost a night's sleep last week to excitement over being diapered overnight, which I am not normally able to do because the GF doesn't enjoy it.

    As an example, I went to breakfast, and my work partner noticed a packaged pee pad that had fallen out of my pocket under my chair, and asked me if it was mine. I just acted casual, and picked it up when I got up after finishing breakfast. I don't think he knew what it was or what it implied, and if he did, he didn't talk about it at all...we had more important things to do.

    Good luck

    Dill Pickle

  2. I may not be a parent here, but several things occur to me:

    Now, the most important part: KEEP IT LOCKED. You never know when relatives will stop by and a nosy mother-in-law will decide she needs to get something from that closet, because she's gonna help you out around the house, and that closet MUST be the place where it is kept. Or some younger relative might decide to explore... Or even a nosy friend that is left unattended might decide to browse for some reason.

    So, from the standpoint of someone who does not yet have kids, there's a little input.

    Here's a little more:

    Mis-label boxes with that kind of stuff in them with something boring --- like "laundry"..

    And you can simply explain to your relatives that that closet is where you keep your guns....a small gun safe is perfect obfuscation...and has a *really* nice lock..

    But yes, you do need to keep discreet with your children....

  3. Dear DailyD:

    Can you set my password to a known value for chat?

    It's been so long since I've used it, it has completely slipped my mind what it is, and the chat now requires a password instead of just remembering my computer.

    PS. I also have my registration codes from November, if that helps.

    Dill Pickle

    Nix this. It's the right link to chat that needs the password, the one on the left works fine.

    dill Pickled

  4. I am scheduled for a sleep study on March 14th and my AB/DL friends all say i should do it diapered up. I am not a bedwetter.

    I am just affraid that if i did, they would notice and say something about it, and it would get back to my family doctor.

    I could always put it on and be sure to have a pair of underwear over the diaper and then my sleep pants on. but i have a problem at night - i am a sleep stripper....... i may go to bed with sweatpants on, but they may not still be on when i wake up

    So, what would you do?

    Assuming this study is because you are having problems, I would take whatever I normally wore to bed with me. You want to react like you "normally" do, however that may be. On the other hand, if you are just being a research subject, by all means wear the diaper if you want to.

    There's lots of things diapers can do to your sleep which are not usual -- like make you more excited or nervous...and there will be plenty of interference with your normal pattern as it is, simply because you are not sleeping at home.

    Having said that, if you do wear a diaper to this study, just explain that it is there to help your nervousness. And if it comes to your Dr, tell him/her the same thing.

    Good luck

    Dill Pickle

  5. Dear DailyD:

    Can you set my password to a known value for chat?

    It's been so long since I've used it, it has completely slipped my mind what it is, and the chat now requires a password instead of just remembering my computer.

    PS. I also have my registration codes from November, if that helps.

    Dill Pickle

  6. Nope not are you ready for love, are you ready for bed! What am i talking about!? What do you wear to bed, is what im talking about!

    So what do you wear to bed?

    Generally, nothing....GF doesn't like the idea of a possibly wet bed, so I keep it dry...

    Dill Pickle

  7. aww come on....I just sent a copy of my Id via e-mail now I've got to do it again. No wonder the amount of people in the chat has decreased.

    Make up my mind.

    Silly, Daily D is just giving you another way to show you are an adult...you only have to do that once...and yes, if you have been posting for a long time, DailyD will probably accept that as proof of your maturity.

    Dill Pickle

  8. Odd, I had the same problem this week...three used adult diapers with a plain blue backing on the roadside....and I don't think it was the D/L friend I have in the area, either...

    I picked them up through a plastic bag, put them in my dumpster...along with my own used diapers...

    I hate people who don't know how to dispose of a diaper properly...

    And the problem re-appeared yesterday, half a dozen diapers, some poopy, and some cheap (dollar general) grocery scraps...

    I'm going to ask the cops what to do...and I'm tempted to post a "$100 Reward" sign...

  9. How do diapers "work better" in space than on earth??? If I were to be an astronaut (which I'm not) at least I've got the diapers part covered! :P

    IDpnds,

    Because in free fall, the forces causing the pee to wander aren't there, and the surface tension tends to keep it in place....

    for example, when astronaughts sweat in a workout, they get these big puddles on their backs....because there's no gravity to pull off the droplets of sweat...similar principal for the pee to go into a diaper...

    Dill Pickle

  10. I went to a shrink back in May. I didn't realize it until later but she was a famous one who sometimes appeared on a Dallas radio talk show. She was soo HOT. I think I was just paying to look at her. Anyway, I was dealing with the whole "I'm depressed because I can't tell the world" issue and thought myself a hypocrite because no one knew the complete me. So I go there distraught and tell her about how much I love to wear diapers, and she doesn't bat an eye. She told me to keep it hidden and said it was obvious to her that I would never want to quit so I was to learn to keep it in check. She said I should tell a girlfriend AFTER we have sex so that the girl wouldn't associate diapers with sex. I only went to her for 3 times though. I also had a religious issue back then with wearing diapers and she was not a Christian shrink so she had no idea what I was going through. I got a "it's ok to lie" vibe from her. That was when I realized that I should've been going to someone who had the same religious ideals. It was an interesting experience. I recommend seeking counseling for anyone who has issues that are unresolved and have been around a long time.
  11. Surely if you just start typing, something is bound to come out that will be at least legible, even if not very easily comprehensible.

    I mean, look at me and the guitar man up there.

    Uhhh, the only thing that comes out when I start typing is that my forearm starts to hurt again...from TOO MUCH TYPING!!!!!

    :badmood::):screwy:

  12. Well, I'm gonna toss this out: there's nothing wrong with not wanting other people to know.

    I'm gonna toss my hat in with Morv. I also conceal my diaper wearing, as people think I'm wierd enough already...

    java script:emoticon(':beer:')

    java script:emoticon(':whistling:')

  13. Some good points from Morv, Dolly and Dill. A few things I would like to re-ittereate:

    Dill: Its not just a simple case of "He could give a fake name". They catch these guys by getting someone to phone and verify They have even caught a few guys that actually turned up at the "girls" houses. For curiosity, take a look at the FAQ and you will see how they make sure they aren't catching the wrong people. The evidence logged is hard to impossible to refute

    Hopefully, yes....but again, especially with a little evil imagination, I can largely steal Mr Clinton's identity, have my chat packets come through his computer, and even arrange for the phone calls to come from 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue, or a hospital lobby or other place that preserves my anonymity...and if I'm really good, I'll lure my victim to 10 Downing Street...thus effectively framing him for something he didn't even know about at all....

    This is why a stronger standard of proof is needed before acting....

    Also, I don't necessarily think that scare tactics like that are going to be effective in the long run....any more than scare tactics were effective against drug use...it might be more effective to identify and force relatively more pedos into counseling, assuming the urge for pedophiles is similar to the urge for diapers...it just doesn't go away, it merely finds a different outlet, and just as harmful...

    And thank you for a bit more of the story, Dolly...

    Dill Pickle

    java script:emoticon(':beer:')

  14. found on: http://www.journaltimes.com/articles/2006/.../iq_3844234.txt

    MOUNT PLEASANT - Jenny Van Pool wants to put a sign up on Braun Road near Interstate 94: "Want me to come take a dump in your yard?" She's upset over the dirty adult diapers that appear in the ditch on a regular basis. Friday afternoon there were nearly two dozen diapers clearly visible in the ditch and surrounding fields in the blocks of Braun Road east of Interstate 94.

    "We know it's someone that regularly drives down there," Renteria said. "The diapers look exactly the same. They're big, huge white diapers, wrapped up. They're sitting there for so long they come apart."

    The diapers appear in little piles, maybe six at a time, several days in a row. Sometimes they get cleaned up right away; others are left for months, torn open by animals and left decomposing on the side of the road.

    "I won't even take a walk down there 'cause it's gross," Van Pool said.

    They got curious about who was leaving the disgusting litter in their neighborhood and staked out the Braun Road overpass, but never caught anyone dumping a load of diapers.

    While they are angry about the human waste that litters their neighborhood, they are mystified about why the diapers keep appearing.

    "The whole thing I don't get is why would you have poopy diapers in the car?" Renteria said. "You do not leave that in the car. Maybe it's because they're a little embarrassed (and don't want anyone to know they wear adult diapers). Maybe this is the next step to get them to have a little respect."

    Odd, I had the same problem this week...three used adult diapers with a plain blue backing on the roadside....and I don't think it was the D/L friend I have in the area, either...

    I picked them up through a plastic bag, put them in my dumpster...along with my own used diapers...

    I hate people who don't know how to dispose of a diaper properly...

  15. I've also been reluctant to add to this topic in case I am misunderstood and somehow perceived as an apologist for paedophiles

    I want to make it clear at the outset that I'm NOT in any way trying to excuse those who are guilty of predatory crimes against children.

    However, I believe that some of the emotive language here ("pervs" , "wanna-be pedos" "shot on site") is unhelpful to say the least. At worst it promotes a mob mentality which can be a distraction and a hinderance in dealing with this serious issue.

    There have been sensationalist campaigns in some of the tabloid press here (at regular intervals) to "Name & Shame" those who are deemed to be paedophiles.

  16. In light of recent topics and rants both here and on Kimmies site, I thought I would post a bit of good, related reading. I find it unusual that Kimmie had not heard of the [That OTHER site] thing until recently. I have been away from pretty much anything internet AB for a few years now, and even I had heard about Brian Cobb.

    I have been an on-and-off active member on another website for some time. The site showcases pervs and 'wannabe pedos' as they get caught trying to solicit children online. Then they then pay for it in the truest sense of the word. These people succeed where the autorities fail. Here is the breakdown: A member of the site goes to a regular chat room, posing as a young child. Then they wait.

    That is all they have to do.

    It is never long before someone PM's them and starts trying to talk to them sexually. I need to stress that this site is not for the squeamish. Topics of child abuse are thoughoughly explored, and the chat logs are more graphic than you can currently imagine.

    I say again as boldy as I can:

    This link will take you to a site where you will read chat-logs of people trying to solicite children for sex, give out enough personal information to be found, and are then exposed to family, friends, co-workers.

    http://www.perverted-justice.com/

    "As long as our children aren't save from predators, Predators arent safe from us"

    You need to sign up on the forums to read what happens to the instigators post-chat, and believe me it is worth it. I understand that this is a touchy subject, so if it is too bold for me to link here, please let me know/PM me and I will remove this post. I agree with what they are doing whole heartedly.

    squash

    Well, that might work for the dumber pedo's out there, but I'll ask a question: Do you think a *serious* pedo is going to give out real information, hasn't thought about the possibility that the person on the other end might just be a cop? There's a reason I'm called "Dill Pickle" and not my real name, say, "Lee Felton"...

    Whenever you meet someone online, it's something to keep in mind....you have no easy way to check a person's age, sex, or location....or anything else they tell you about themselves.

    There's also some risk in being a vigilante like that....you expose a pedo like that, going to jail, do you think he might not want to hurt you? For this reason, cop's addresses aren't public knowledge. Also, you need to consider the possibility of getting sued and losing...suppose I pose online as my enemy, Mr Clinton, with my (former) address at 1600 Pennsylvania Avenue, Washington DC? When you "expose" Mr Clinton, who has done nothing of the kind (not with children, anyway), Mr Clinton can sue you for defamation and damages...and since your accusations aren't the truth, it's slander and you are liable. (US law, the truth is an absolute defense against slander)

    Best to warn children of the possibility of predators and try to send them off....let the cops know that catching a pedo through the public part of *our* chat rooms is gonna take a long time...

    Dill Pickle

  17. Anyone want to explain what happened? I must have missed a thread.

    Saladin:

    Back in roughly August, 2004, authorities arrested Brian Cobb over selling pictures of real children in specific diaper poses over [That OTHER site].com. There were at least two things going on there:

    1) Borrowing of children's pictures from webshots and other sites that were posted by individuals with no idea that said pictures of diapered children would turn someone on sexually, and who clearly didn't give permission for said pictures to be used that way,

    2) A request service, where a specific pose could be asked for. They also took away the children used for those poses and arrested the children's mother, who was permitting her children to be used that way. It's not clear if the children knew what was going on.

    If you see real children, time to complain about the site to authorities....lest you be caught in the spider web....

    Dill Pickle

  18. Hi Daily:

    I see you've turned on the register-only chat again. From a user perspective:

    1) Java chat now takes a *long* time to load...like minutes...over my dial-up.

    2) Neither Java Chat nor Forum posting works if I'm in the AOL browser...but Opera seems to be working just fine....in fact it logged me into chat without asking for ID or password...

    Just to let you know...

    dill Pickle....

  19. I'v really buggered it...

    Rhezz,

    According to Freudian (Fraudulent) shrinks, you must have a real desire to expose your inner self.

    Anyway, I suggest you get yourself something of the same approximate size...like a HEPA air filter, from boots directly....stick this in your room, and when nosey MIL asks what is in the box, you answer...an air filter...and then take it up to your room...or maybe you should just tell her: MYOB!...and eventually tell her about the air filter.

    This is what i'd do in your circumstances...unless, for example, you don't mind getting a large stuffed toy or something...

    Dill Pickle

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