Hi all, I've had profiles on a few AB/TB/DL sites in the past but I stumbled upon the daily diapers forums yesterday. I'm really intrigued by this board - everyone has such interesting things to say and everything seems quite civil for an AB/DL board!
After literally hours of browsing I began to ask myself a few questions...one question really got me thinking, and it's a question I've been struggling with since before I can remember. I'm sure it's a question EVERY AB/TB/DL has struggled with in the past, but the fact that I've seen so many posts on this site which imply a completely sound understanding of ones own diaper wearing motivations made me really try to figure it out.
Quite simply I'm asking "why do I want to wear diapers?"
Sure, I know this is an entirely personal question, but I figured that asking others to share what they believe might help point me in the right direction. On one hand I am sexually turned on by diapers, but on the other hand I want to just lounge around/hang out casually in a pair, as well as just...go to bed wearing one. I know I wouldn't wet it, but one day in the future I'd love to sleep in diapers every night.
I don't know if one desire is stronger than the other, and I've never had the chance to hang out casually in a diaper/go to bed wearing a diaper so for all I know I might give it a go one day and realize I couldn't care less about such activities...
So yes, sorry about the ramble. Hopefully others would be willing to share some thoughts?
(PS, I apologize if anyone thinks this topic would be best in another sub-forum - I'm still quite new, so please do move this if needed!