bostonabdl

Hey everyone! My name is Jack, and as you may have guessed, I'm an AB/DL. Moreso the DL side of things, but occasionally I do enjoy some baby play. It comes and goes in phases - sometimes I'll be really into it for a few months, and then I won't think about it again for another few months. Anyway, this has been with me in some form or another for pretty much my whole life. I remember how I used to love the feel of pooping in my underpants when I was young (but definitely old enough to know better). It didn't take long for me to learn that if I wanted to do that, I'd have to be discreet about it. I tried diapers a couple times as a teen, but I didn't really get into using them until I was about 20 (before that, I would just use an old pair of tighty-whities for my business). I loved the different feel of the diaper from underwear. The diaper had the added advantage of being disposable, and it let me discover that I loved of peeing my diaper as well, which was something I couldn't do with briefs.

I used to have a problem with it when I was a teenager, and I'd shuffle around the CVS aisles nervously for 20-30 minutes before working up the courage to bring a pack to the cashier. Then I'd usually try and give the clerk some BS line about them being for my incontinent grandfather as I was checking out. I don't do that anymore. I've become more comfortable with it over the years, even though it's still a secret. The way I justify it to myself is that the clerk probably assumes that I'm using them out of necessity, instead of choice. I've gotten the weird looks before, but most people don't even seem to think twice about it. I know the clerk isn't going to say anything, or they could lose their job. Sometimes I even get a little kick out of wondering if the clerk knows they're for me or not.