here is my advise. i am a new cummer so i don`t have a lot of experience but that is my way to do it. sounds radical but it work.buy some suppository and get 2 or 3 of them where you know. within 5 or 10 minutes your body will ask for it. the longer you wait, the harder it will get to hold it so the easier it will also getfor you to mess in your diaper. don`t feel guilty to try it.i am doing it for years so...