Vickie

I have done this several times. The egg sliding around in the diaper slides on the right spots and the mess just adds to the fun.

Diaper Research was one of my favorite stories also. And you did a great job of making this story feel like it was the same person writing it. And the ending. We could only dream of such a place. Thank you

At Christmas time each year my father would put up a train platform in the living room. It would stay up until after the new year. It would have about a foot and a half high space under it. The tree and the trains were on top and it had a skirting around it. One year I was alone in the house and no one was expected home for a couple of hours. So I put on a diaper and rubber pants and was playing with the trains when the train kept jumping the tracks at the same spot. There was a wire from the tree lights hanging across the track in the back that I could not reach from the top. So I crawled under the platform and reached up from the back and moved the wire. But as I tried to crawl out I heard the front door open and stayed under the platform. They called out "Is anyone home" Of course I did not answer. They had been doing their Christmas Shopping and believed no one would be home and that would be a great time to bring the gifts in. Dad hid the gifts and mom started cooking dinner. I spent almost 9 hours under the platform while the family wondered why I had not come home for dinner or why I had not called. I wet a lot but thankfully I did not poop.

I don't know enough about the trust things you talk about to say much about them. Mostly my disillusionment's have just come because I built my hopes up too far. I wanted things when the other did not. Or diapers being the only thing we had in common. One thing that raised my attention was "sissies trying to pass themselves off as real girls". I am a Transgender. I was born with a male body. I am now a "real girl". Was that your problem. I don't want to sound like I am accusing you of being a bigot but I wonder if part of your experience is you and whoever you had as a partner just not being on the same page. You look for something and the person gives you what they think you wanted. We have an interest in what is a very small niche kink. We are not going to find a broad market to shop in. Even fellow kinksters often look down on us. I don't think I will ever find the right partner for life in the diaper community. I like guns and I shoot IDPA, I like ponyplay also. Plus I fight SCA in full armor. But I don't write off the friends I have found here in the diaper community.

My landlady knows I wear but because I am 61 she thinks it is only for age. And even then she thinks I wear them only when I think I will not be able to find a bathroom fast enough. She works with special needs people for a living and sometimes brings a group of them home for a picnic in the back yard. One Saturday this last summer I got home from a long drive and I had on a wet diaper and I had to poop. I did not want the mess since I wanted to enjoy the wet diaper for a while. So I ran to the bathroom which was in use. I knew I could hold it but it was not worth the wait and since I already had a diaper on I just did it in the diaper. As soon as I did the bathroom door opened and I joked "now you are done in there". As soon as I did one of the special needs patients noticed the smell from me and told my landlady that I need a change. I said I will do it myself and she kept saying "your not allowed". So the landlady said we would have to go into the bathroom together so the patient would think the landlady was changing me. It did not work because the other patients are changed right there in front of all the others. (all same sex) Oh how I wish she had changed me and I would not mind the least if the patients saw it.

Friday as I was getting ready to leave work I went into the ladies room and put on a diaper and plastic pants. I put my skirt and blouse back on and left. I had a lot of running around and I knew it would keep me away from the bathroom. I am on WeightWatchers and they have me drinking a lot of water and with a small bladder I knew I would suffer. I don't 'need' to wear yet but I do make a lot of trips and sometimes I barely make it. Well it happened that the water kicked in and I really had to go. But since I wear diapers so much for fun I forgot I had them on. I held it in to the point I was hopping on one foot. I barely made it home and to the bathroom. As I rushed to use the toilet I notice the diapers. I could not have laughed any harder. All that worry, all the fear that I would have to come in all wet, for nothing. Anyone else have something funny happen because of diapers? Not something planned or a "caught" story.

Wet most of the time. But now and then pee is just not enough. If you have problems pooping in a diaper then just sit on a toilet. There is no 'rule' that says you have to drop your panties in order to sit on the toilet but from years of using the potty your mind and body is conditioned to only doing it that way. So to start weaning yourself to stop using the potty then using it fully dressed is a start.

Our local Wal~Mart has a family room and it is never locked. Unless someone is useing it. If you need it and use it you lock the door while you are in it. Then it is left unlocked until it is needed next. The only reason I can see to keeping it locked is in bad area's where street people might use it to sleep. (I have seen that)

That is one good thing about our fetish. The other day I had some where important to go to and I had the runs. I could not wait any longer I had to leave and I was not sure it was over or not. If I had an accident I would have to turn around and come home. A lot of people would be upset with me for being very late. So I put on a diaper and grabbed my diaper bag and headed out. I did have to make a bathroom stop but got lucky and made it. So I did not need them after all but the knowledge that I had them in case made me so glad I am a diaper lover.

All politicians are like diapers. 'Full of poop and needing to be changed'.

Part of the fun is the risk of getting caught. So a short skirt and/or noise just adds to the fun.

Diapers cost money. Free accounts don't have money. If you have a paid account it cost $9.95 a month. With that you get an allowance of $300 game dollars a week. Game dollars are called Lindens. If you want extra game dollars you can buy them since to become a paid account you tied it to a credit card. ($300 Lindens = about $1.50 real) If you are good at writing computer script you can make things to sell and make Lindens.

http://secondlife.com/ You can set it up for free. However to buy anything you need money and that takes a membership. My avatar has diapers and can be made to wear them. You start out as an adult in a so-so body but if you are playing in the 'paid' mode then you can buy a better body. I have a great 20 something body. I chose to stay as a female but I could have been a male. They have child bodies also. THEY DO WATCH WHAT YOU DO. NO ADULT/CHILD SEX. Even it both parties are adult. Some countries have laws against even depicting sex between adult and child as against the law. However parents raising a preteen as a normal child is OK. And adults making another adult wear a diaper is OK. You can buy diapers to fit an adult and program them to wet or poop. When you go to check it out do not sign up right away. Read the membership plans. I suggest the premier plan. If you do join and if they ask tell them "Vickie Wunderland" sent you. I will show you around a bit if I am on line. However I will not stay your friend after I show you around. I have too many on-line playmates as it is. But I will show new-bees around and help jump start them.

I have tried just the plastic pants without a diaper. It leaks very easy but is fun to do from time to time. You feel the pee splashing around.

Diapers make great cleaning cloths for polishing cars and such. My father used the old diapers all the time. When I found a few diapers at a flea market I grabbed them right up. They make great dust rags also. And be sure to keep a straight face.

Since the risk of getting caught adds a lot to wearing diapers to me I would want nosier diapers and/or plastic pants. As for the car seat thing you can hide the use of the adult seat with one of two ways. Heavily tinted glass (if legal in your state) or by acting like a special needs person. I was part of a kink club in my area for several years where we would help each other. Since we had different kinks and would have trouble finding people who shared our kink we would help each other. Two of the members worked with special needs adults and got me stuff to play with or to wear. I built all sorts of sex machines for the one woman. She loved remote toys. I would use things that would get set off by things around her. Once we put a wood box in the front yard that looked like it stored workman tools but was large enough for her to fit inside. A large sheet of plywood was placed on the sidewalk to cover a small ditch. It looked like the sidewalk was being repaired and the plywood was a temporary cover. It really hid a lever that worked a plunger that went in the ass of the person in the box. (she did have a panic button) They both loved it. I had as much fun coming up with toys as I do wearing diapers. In return they would diaper me and one time for my birthday they took me along with them as they took their special needs clients on a field trip. It was the two of them, seven clients, two helpers and me. The helpers were not in on it so I had to play along for the whole time with no 'out'.

Tena normally or Depends if caught short. I try to buy from links from my favorite AB sites. It helps the sites. But at 60 years of age no one bats an eye at me buying diapers.

I have no experience with them but Hidden Diapers took my money but will not let me in. Twice I have emailed the owner and have not gotten an answer. I paid with PayPal@ so I am going to warn them that their client is a fraud.

I must confess I felt the same at times in my life. I am a M-to-F Trans and before I made the change I had hit a low point in my life. I had just given up and believed that Woman were all the same and not worth the hurt and trouble. The problem is we are different than most people. That difference hides our faults. It is too easy to blame the diapers or in my case my feeling of wanting to be female. The truth is most woman want men. Men in diapers or dresses are not men to them. But some woman can rise over that but they are very rare. You have to work on you. I too still doubt I will find anyone. I am 58 years old and only just finding myself in the circle's where girls hang who might except me as a lover instead of "just a friend". But I do know I have to find ways to better myself first. The truth is you have to find someway to be 'better' than others in some way.

I get Migraines if I don't drink enough water. Alcoholic will dehydrate the system which is how you get hangovers. A hangover for a person prone to Migraines is double bad. If I plan to drink alcoholic or do anything where I will not be able to use a restroom I wear diapers. I just don't want to risk a Migraines. Which is a weird situation. Doing something fun to prevent something painful.

I wore 24/7 for about a week just last month for medical reasons. The doctor said he felt sorry for me but since I have been a DL for years so I enjoyed it. However I forgot I wasn't wearing them the day after I stopped and wet myself. I do also wear them on long trips or anytime I don't want to have to make trips to the potty. Like at sporting events or the gun range.

The numbers we claim as how many are AB/DL is only the tip. The real impact on sales is lessen by the fact that we don't all wear diapers 24/7. I wear them once or twice a week. Thats an average of two or three a week at most. And sometimes I wear cloth diapers so that means less desposable wearing. How long does a pack of desposable diapers last for one of us compared to the so-called 'real' users.