abbenny

Your right, there is something holding me back, but I'm pretty much stuck with it. I have multiple disabilities. I'm in a wheelchair as well as completely blind. No, my life's not all I would like it to be, but I try to stay as upbeat and positive as possible. I'm already on medication for depression and severe panic attacks, but it doesn't seem to be helping. I've been hesitant to talk to a psychiatrist about this problem, because from what I've read on the Internet, therapy doesn't help infantileism. If you've heard otherwise let me know. Thanks very much for the advice Ben.

I need some advice on dealing with the loneliness and depression that is associated with infantileism. Of course, some of this is due to the fact that I don't know anyone that I trust enough to help me explore this lifestyle. Most of it is simply due to the fact that I don't know anyone who understands this lifestyle well enough to discuss it in detail with me. My friends have been extremely supportive of my new lifestyle, but as most of you probably know, if you're not in the lifestyle, you can only understand it up to a point. I was very excited when I found out about this part of myself, I thought it would fill the empty space that I felt inside me. Since I figured out that I wouldn't be able to explore very much however, it has only made me feel more empty. Sometimes, I wish it would just go away, so I could start living a "normal" life again. Is there anything I can do to make this easier? I need to figure out something soon, because the depression is starting to seriously interfere with my life. Any advice you could give would be extremely appreciated. Hugs, Ben

Hi my name is Ben and I’m from Kansas. I’m in college studying theater performance. I want to be a voice actor in cartoons. I’m in a wheelchair, as well as being completely blind. I have multiple disabilities. Feel free to ask me anything and connect with me to talk if you want.Understand that it takes me a long time to respond because it is hard to type lengthy responses. Sorry if my introduction is not professional. I have a lot of trouble typing. And thank you my crippled fuck for helping me create an account