I think its normal.
I wear the layered depends and some liners for the bulky padded feeling. I like the extra padding. Its not sexual per say, but it can lead to that...
Some times I use the depends as intended. A long drive is not so long if I'm padded up enjoying the comfortable bulkyness.
I would use the depends as needed and then think some times OK that is over. So life continues, till I get the inkling for the comfortable bulky padded feeling.
Some times I'll wear a few times a week, then other times I would take a month off from the Diaper scene.
But when I put on the layers it feels so comfortable again, and wonder why I don't wear them 24/7.
No I don't want "My World" to know all about it, so taking a break from the diapers can be a good thing...
But again...can you tell NOW, if I have on a depends with 3 liners? Cool, so why not wear them till I have to take them off!
Then again, I had to travel and I was sure glad I had the extra padding...the back door was pushing out and could not hold it...
A quick change artist I can be at times...