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I was potty trained by 18mo and never wet myself or was diapered after that

I was sexually, emotionally, and physically abused as a child all the way into about a year ago. My parents were both alcoholics and druggies with bipolar disorder so I pretty much raised myself. I remember back when I was in diapers any time I messed my diapers I was slapped around so as soon as possible I was potty trained. But after that I just got abused for no reason. I don't really know why I wear diapers now... my mind is too difficult to figure out (I have quite a few mental disorders). Perhaps some of it has to do with my past... (@ Inky I was raped by my brother as well, at a much earlier age he's the same way... it was never mentioned after that night and he pretended it never happened)