sukisan

hey everyone - thanks for all the wonderful replies. and for all you guys out there who p/m'd me, i thank you, but i'm going to take gremlin's advice and get to know you all before i make any moves. besides, just getting on this board was hard enough, so to actually meet someone in person is probably going to take awhile!!! (honestly, after i made that first post, i almost deleted the whole thing to pretend like it had never happened!) its nice to be among people who can offer advice and such. as for the buying thing: i have no car and i also live with roommates, which makes it all a little tricky but i hope at some time i can figure it out. so nice to meet you all.

hey everyone. i'm new to this board, and need help accepting this fetish. i've been surfing diaper pic sites for years now, and know that i have a diaper fetish, but i'm still terrified about being caught, or being blackmailed, or otherwise having this fetish ruin my life. i'm so scared i've never even had the courage to buy diapers, but it's getting to the point where i'm hoping i can muster up enough courage (or is it folly??) to pick up some diapers. i'd also LOVE to meet some diapered men. but i'm in graduate school and am terrified that if anyone ever found out about this my life would be ruined forever . any advice or support from you all would be great. thanks!