I am not a hard core sissy. I sometimes wear panties, have a few bra (hate them) and have a couple skirts I occasionaly wear at home. My diaper interest began when the girl my grandmother babysat for had an accident and my grandma put her in pampers for the rest of the day. She told me the story many times, I think she liked it. I grew up obsessed with girls wearing diapers. Since most girls didn't actually wear diapers, I took to wearing them myself, and probably started liking girly clothes after that. I don't see myself as a girl, I don't desire to be a girl. I love seeing girls in diapers I think it is very cute and very feminine. I do enjoy diapers myself too and sometimes go a little sissy. For myself I see the diapers as kind of humiliating unmanly thing (even though I enjoy it). My sissy time is minimal at most, I still prefer to be a daddy to girls, but every once in while I go a little sissy.