I'm a 25 y/o male and I'm still in the closet about being an ab/dl. When I was with my ex girlfriend, I never got the courage to tell her about my diaper fetish - out of fear of humiliation, rejection, and the ruining of my life basically. I felt guilty about holding back this part of me from her, and in many ways I know that it contributed to the ending of our relationship. My biggest fear was her telling her friends about it, and it getting around to my friends and family. To me, her knowing my big secret and having something on me wasn't worth the bundles of joy that I would get from seeing her in diapers.
When I was with her, I wanted an ab/dl girl so badly. I wanted (and still want) somebody who can relate to diapers the way that I do. I don't feel that I will ever *truly* be happy until I am with a girl that shares the same passion that I have for diapers. I'm at a point in my life where I feel that dating is pointless, unless it is with an ab/dl girl. But at the same time, I know how few females there are with this fetish.
Is it worth waiting for an ab/dl girl?
For those of you who are in relationships and have told your significant (non-ab/dl) other about this side of you, how did things turn out?