I would consider myself Macho I guess. I’m 6’3 225 lbs in fairly good shape for a 44 yo man. I played sports my entire life. I drive a Jeep Wrangler with a 4 inch lift. I love guns and hunting. I will protect my loved ones with my life. I am very confident and in control of my career. In my everyday life I pretty much try to take control of everything. Not in a domineering way, more in like a protector, provider, and problem solver. I wear diapers every night and some days. To be put in a diaper, cuddled, and babied is a huge anxiety reliever for me. It’s like the weight of the world is lifted for just a short amount of time. Just enough time to refresh and start all over again the next day. Wearing diapers is a coping mech. It has no bearing on how manly a person is. To always feel like you need to be in control can be very stressful. To have an outlet to hand over that control at times can be very therapeutic. Just to be clear being a man has nothing to do with being macho. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk