Babybeastie

I am from Canada and would love to have you as a Mommy, I promise I'll try to be a good boy.

I'm not really sure I'm looking for a relationship per se. I have had an AB interest/fetish for a long time but dared not speak about it to anyone out of fear and I thought I might outgrow it as well but I have come to realize it has become a bigger part of my life than I would have expected and am now looking for someone to help me start exploring the feelings and desires I've had for so long. I have been having fun exploring and diapering and making bottles for myself and going thru every possibility I could in my mind. But now I am looking for a friend, (ideally I'm looking for someone (Female) to play a Mommy/Nanny/Sitter type role in a sweet, understanding, and comfortable way) that would take care of me and help me feel more at ease and overcome my inherent shyness to all of the things I have been too self-concious to try alone. I need someone to give me that little forceful push so i can let go of all of my self-fears and allow myself to be free and open to another, on or offline and be able to share my experiences with them. But I would also be willing to do role reversal and try to be as caring and protective as I can for any baby girl. I would also be willing to try a friendly outing for coffee or a movie in diapers, if I could feel comfortable with the one I am with. This is the type of person I'm hoping to meet or start a email/chat with and see where it goes from there. Drop me a line if your insterested.