I can't remember when I didn't want to wear rubber or plastic pants and nappies.
It has been a life long addiction and I have worn 24/7 for a long time.
I always wet every night, initially on purpose but now often without trying, so I suppose I have probably made myself incontinent over time.
There is something very comforting about letting go whenever you need to!
So nice to feel that on this forum you are not alone.