Dave1060

I thought well about this... And I have to say I perfectly agree! Thank you My fear is related to the fact that I feel lazy whenever I think about wearing diapers. It has a sort of "complete give up" meaning with matches also with the humilation thing of wearing a diaper as a grown man... Im afraid i'm using my health issues just as an excuse more than a necessity, even though the necessity is real if I think well (Yesterday woke up with a FULL pull up and almost leaked again). I dream about diapers every night at this stage, it's kind of stronger than me... I scroll incontinence products on te net every day. Also If I think well most people don't know how is like being a bedwetter, so nobody can judge me for how I choose to manage this issue. I struggled so much with this so in some ways giving myself diapers is something I "deserve" and would be a liberation. I talked also with my mom and she's very supportive and she would buy me any kind of diaper whenever I want... So I don't know what Im waiting for at this point... But I still struggle in making this step lol.

Thank you for your tip! Fact is that my need for diapers is becoming more psychologic than physic, you know, I'm attracted by the idea of drinking whatever I want and tha amount I want before bed, then tape up in a thick diaper and not having to worry about anything just go sleep... Moreover, I'm triggered my just the experience of being diapered, That would feel so extreme and I don't know why I like it despite how shameful I feel for liking it

Hi there! I would like to introduce myself and tell about my story. I'm a 18 yo male, will turn 19 very soon and I didn't get out of bedwetting yet. I had this problem basically all my life after I was potty trained (even if I'm not 100% potty trined yet as you can guess LOL) It got better after 8-10 yo or so but never really went away. It's a very very embaressing problem, also because I'm overall a healthy guy, very active and like to practice sports... No one could tell that I still wet the bed but that doesn't change how awkward and harmful for my self-image this problem is. I don't know anyone in my age who has this problem and also people can't believe when I tell about this issue. I still feel lucky though, that at least can hold my pee during the day, that I'm not fully incontinent. But yet, I can't understand why It did happen to me, why I still wet the bed and can't do nothing about that. Doctors said that it's either going to go away slowly with the time, just need to be patient, or probably still remains forever throughout adulthood but in a very light and sporadic form. Fact is I have accidents from 1 to 2 times a week, and even if it's not a lot, I can never trust myself when going sleep. I can be careful to not to drink a lot before bed, to set alarms in the night for going to the toilet, all this stuff helps... But it's difficult. Also washing sheets when the accident happens is not a big deal after all, but I have been waiting all these years to a moment when this would just stop but it didn't stop... Turning 18 and still finding leaks in the morning has been particulary traumatic for my mind. But let's talk about the logic solution to all of that (but also my nightmare) DIAPERS: I use to wear pull ups to manage my issue. I tried not to wear in the past but then I've got used to just wear every night. Now it's kind of normal to me, at least whenever nobody see me of course. Despite that, I really wanted badly to stay away from diapers. I know threre are very discreet diapers, and I would need it only at night, but the thought of going back to tape-on protection like a baby, has always been too much for me...I was put in diapers as an older child and remember being so humiliating, from that moment I promised I'll do my best to act and live as a grown man. So, could I avoid to use adult diapers and going on with just pull ups? Well, yes but: pull ups still leak... unfortunately, it can be both for the sleeping position or the low absorbency, but there are times I still wet the bed even through my pull ups, I just wet a bit less... When you have any sort of incon. problem, even if you don't use them, you can't not think about adult diapers... you know they exist, you know there are some unlucky people out there who use them, especially old ones... and you think about them often and with a sort of awe, but also with interest. Now lately I've been thinking about diapers more on more, to the point to sort of obsession now. I started to thing that there's nothing bad about wearing diapers, it's just the awkwardness that our society stress over them. Also I think thanks to diapers I can release all the stress that my condition has brought to me in all these years... By wearing a diaper I can loose control if I want and I can feel much safer that wearing anything else. It would be an act of complete freedom. All the awkwardness of the idea of diapers has suddenly turnded in a desire of wearing them and enjoying them. And yes, also I think there's a fetish going on at this point. I like how diapers look, especialy the thick and plastic backed ones. There are moments my wish for wearing diapers goes beyond any practical need... I want to feel the bulk between my legs, the sense of protection, I'm attracted by the novelity of it and this idea of complete freedom. In just a week I discovered the ABDL community in the web and decided to post here, I'm glad but also surprised there are so many people out there that wear diapers and this fact is comforting! Now the problem is I don't think I'm ready yet for taking this step and get myself diapers. I still feel very embarassed for it and I'm afraid about other people seeing me. I still live with my parents and hae and older sister who comes to visit us very often. My parents has always been very supportive as regards my continence issue for whatever decision I make. They suggested me diapers more than once but they still support me if I don't want to wear protection. However, the idea of being seen in a diaper just scares me out, despite it's very appealing if I just see myself alone... Then I'm just worried about this fetish growing up, you know, I'm afraid it's going to be addicting and that I'm going to cross a boundary that I shouldn't... Also I'm afraid if I get use to diapers it's going to worsen even more my bedwetting issues. I alternate moments where I don't want diapers at all or still want to wait and moments where there's nothing than I want more than a nice thick diaper. Now I just wanted to share my whole strange situation, hope there's someone who can relate or went through something similar. I would like to hear others suggestions and maybe opinions on why I came from hating diapers/avoiding them to suddenly wish for them... Thank you for having read till the end!