KPAXOR1987

Sounds good Jeggy <Jessica> Kind of confuseing to me <Anne Marie> I understand what your saying <Kpaxor> Pretty shure the about me page is a bad idea for us to write with the overlap in views between alts because it would conflict and drive anyone reading it quite insane ? <Jasmine>

You guys need to stop argueing because you are presumeing Jesse and J---- are part of a system and even if it were true it makes the argueing not good because in order for Jesse to be able to read the response you need not to accidently call J---- in front by useing his name so much and stop useing little's names because if Jesse is a system that doesn't know yet you are going against what you are doing in our system which is not right ? Anne Marie

Ok I'm not going to say the tramatic event I would rather say I'm a alt trying to destablize the system then let the host who is obviously able to see this know what I'm hideing so I'm just fking around and my name is um 29, the host is a male and his name is ---------- <pulled out by Kpaxor as it violates DD policys and if it doesn't it shure as h377 violates mine> 29 you have screwed this up a bit man I'm takeing front . Some use the same tooth brush and some do not ? Most of the adult alts and a few teen alts use a clear acrylic toothbrush because it is clear it isn't to distinguishable either way The littles have a shared toothbrush even though they think it is only their toothbrush, Jasmine has a pink toothbrush, J----- has a teal toothbrush,D-------has a purple tooth brush, and D------ has a green toothbrush that got thrown away by the host because it was used to clean a really bad bunch of burnt on food and D------ hadn't been front for quite a while so the toothbrush was in the sink anyways ? All the littles use the same toothpaste which is mild strawberry floride free training toothpaste . (Far from mild when you are superviseing <Jessica>) Sorry about interrupting you Kpaxor but this is Jessica and please watch your language as we don't know if it is Jesse or J---- in front or if he figured it out yet? Jessica it's Kpaxor it is kind of obvious it is Jesse in front however I accept your edit as if it were J---- in front the edit would make no sense anyways ?

Yes Jamal let me know what your hideing from the host, I don't care about the host's real name, or the gender of the host, nor doa I care about the toothbrush situation either. By your name it points to the hosts cousin or uncle ?

Don't remove my name again please. It is my choice to put my name and it indirectly answers his question, So I will thank you not to remove my name this time. Unless you want me to answer another way. Jamal ? Fine but your not supposed to and you know it ? I'm not takeing the heat for this one ? Jasmine Yes each alt knows why they were born or what they are hideing from the host it is their job to hide a specific tramatic event to lessen the load on the host and each alt cares about the host in their own way even if they don't care about the other alts. All other alts that I know about do care about the other alts even if they show it in a strange way ? Jamal Sorry about that ? got in a argument with Jasmine ? The answer was in the last part ? Jamal

Pretty shure they don't pay attention to their ethnicities that much and only they know what event they are protecting each other from. However when alts lash out like D------ did I get a better understanding of what happened. There is some alts that know about what happened to other alts but not everyone knows what happened to each other. Well at lest not that I know of ? J-----

Sorry all I can't allow the destablization of the system I called myself to the front after being in the background. Swìtch I'm further into the system than you and none of you will ever notice I'm here, don't do that again ?. Unless none of you want to be in front and want to appear brain dead, that is your only warning. Max 4 alts but try to keep it to 2 at a time because the littles need to be supervised. I'm not going to give any information about me but be carefull about what you do ?. Back to my job then. Bye and I'll be watching you ?

Currently Mary Anne,Kpaxor, Swìtch (shorting it because I have been brought to the front too many times this week and I'm suppised to be in the background to do my job properly?) ,D----- (the alt that gets very 1 sided when questioned about facts that happened from memories) , Jessica, (I don't know why I was put in front),Essiah, J----, (because theese guys are definantly not going to be very easy going and I need to be able to get them to chill out after), D------ (now you know why you are here Jessica), D------ (sorry Jessica but D------ was wrong you are here for me and ----) D‐‐‐‐, Jasmine, J---, J------<-Jessica pease no time outs ?, s------ <- you spelled your name wrong z------) OK now I only want the alts involved in the doctors' appt from the memory to speak first if you weren't involved don't say anything ? Jasmine here and I found it very miserible and accidently triggered my own little because being that sick isn't fun. D------- here and I found it embarassing having accidents in a diaper at 16yo. D------here and Being 25 found it very annoying and disgracefull. J--- hwear me feewlt sitk (here I felt sick)<-<put in by Jessica and Jasmine because nobody else on tne system could figure it out.> S------(Z------) ti edam leef ekil I saw gninieb dehsinup rof gnittew eth deb (it made me feel like I was being punished for wetting the bed) <-<written in by J---- > This is Mary Anne , Swìtch kick the all out of the front now I don't want to be here all month I work in the brackground also S K D E Kpaxor here lost my thought process for a second no clue what the whatever im putting it up because I really don't know what the fk just happened and still need time to process it.

Well Sh!t someone definantly P!553d me off. Unfortunately I'm the alt that enjoys being right, however I have quite the 1 sidedness when someone P!553s me off. I'm also one of the Bigs and defender or protector kind of works to classify me but not quite as I <removed by kpaxor>. I'm not putting my name down because trying to call me out in front is a bad Idea according to most in the system and I can only presume that Kpaxor didn't want me accidently triggered to the front kind of thing. When you say "Is that what happened if your story actually really did happen." You frankly Pi55 me off a memory is not a story and your question is in all essence calling me a lier. For me as a big alt the memory and the experience was pure h377. I'm not going to to put you threw the whole sequence of events from wake up to return home because you would feel like Sh!t even if you weren't the person that posted: Is that what happened if your story actually really did happen. If I was writeing a story why bother with Prednisone and the antihistimine? The muscle relaxers and antibiotics with increased fluids would end In a messy diaper also? Maybe you should think before questioning a day of pure h377 for me. Your comment has 100% ------ me off. <Removed by Kpaxor> <Removed by Kpaxor> <Kpaxor> Thank you for letting me know who actually did that ? You wouldn't believe how much we got yelled at because you decided to attack facebook over a troll ?. You need not to come in front for a long time man I saw what you wrote. Remember the rest of don't like scareing people and some people are more sensitive than others, Please word the responses more carefully if you respond.

Quite intresting how you question the part of the response that had to do with a memory of 1 of the actual worse days I had ?. Maybe you should have read it a bit better as all the stuff that happened in my memory was out of medical necessity even though it shure as H377 doesn't feel that way when in little space ? don't let my littles know but the bloodwork was a cbc to see how bad the infection was, the muscle relaxers were because my body doesn't process pain like everyone else's and I could have technically walked in on a broken ankle and not notice it that much, the prednisone was to reduce inflamation, and the antihistimines were because my allergies were acting up and with my history probally lead to a sinus infection which had lead to the ear infection, the antibiotics were to get rid of the infection that devoloped. Also my old PCP knows I'm more of a visual learner so probally wanted me to have something as a visual aid for when I got home, while at the same time realiseing the effects of telling me to drink extra fluids and the effects of antibiotics . To answer your question yes it actually happened and it sucked at the time as I was sick and just wanted to go to sleep when I got home and instead had to clean the mess up because antibiotics suck and a muscle relaxer that deals with smoothe muscles not skeletal muscles would have had the effect alone. Why would I bother saying anything about the antihistimine or prednisone if I wanted to try to tell a bs story. The part of your comment that really upsets me is <if your story really happened> Nice to know you think that a miseriable day is actually enjoyable, sorry but I didn't enjoy that day or the following 21days of antibiotics or wakeing up drenched in sweat when it was that cold out either. I had a memory that can be seen 2 ways but the facts still remain the same,for me it was pure hell.

Doesn't that baby know the formula is for drinking ?? Jeggy https://www.walmart.com/ip/Enfamil-Reguline-Baby-Formula-Designed-for-Soft-Comfortable-Stools-with-Omega-3-DHA-Probiotics-for-Immune-Support-Reusable-Powder-Tub-19-5-Oz/36969533 be carefull man knowledge ends in messy diapers ? You will be sitting there watching paw patrol go to fart and Mess your self completely within a few seconds ? ?The link isn't apearing as a link?

That looked more like the duck pond of youth ?

Add 4 years before anyone accepted that dignosis and actually changed it ? They might see the alts but they aren't going to say Sh!t ? Yep they finally change the dignosis and now they got bigger problems and want to sign me up for BHH. I said h377 no they would say burn my home flat because it is a fking wreck ?. This is going to be bad man because I asked my primary mental healthcare provider to help me fill out the tax form for last year because my state is sending anyone that files 2021 tax forms $850 ? How the fk is she going to fill it out with over 50 seprate people in 1 host ?. Now I see why I never file taxes ?.

Had the appointment and my primary mental health provider agreed with the neuropsychatrist ?Finally 1 that agreed ? and um she also said she didn't think I had bipolar?. I said yea the small changes you noticed weren't me ? She didn't even want to know man. She basically said save it for next appointment. I think she already knows she keeps putting diffrent toys?. Last time it was a white board and markers this time it was a giant 3ft teddy bear ? That appointment was almost doomed before it even started ?I had 6 littles looking at the teddy bear and 1 almost go after it ??? I should have let them in front ? She would have wondered WTF just happened ?My hair is in a triangle ?2 pigtails that meet into 1 ponytail ??? ? ever have a alt switch in the middle of a question ? she said the test didn't make much sense because I was smarter then the test said I was. I said Yea I basically fked the whole IQ part of the test up by trying not to be hyper ? she looked at the test under the anxiety scale and said um your anxiety was wicked high, My response was. It's stressfull trying not to be hyper and fking the rest of the test up ? she asked why were you trying not to be hyper, My answer was simple because over 29 years of the wrong diagnosis because everyone only saw the ADHD. I know it wrecked the rest of it but he finally got the right diagnosis ?

I don't have the formula to reduce your size but I shure do have the name of the actual baby formula that will cause you to have accidents ? They designed it for babies that are constipated. ( Enfamil Reguline ) My hair is in a pigtails that connect into a ponytail so I have a triangle in my hair on the top of my head ?.

Strange looks like someone denied their littles a play time and forgot to dress them ? Quick someone needs to call LittleProtectiveServices. all jokes aside the guy might have a actual disorder and the guy filming should have called medical services because if someone is in a child's playground in nothing but a diaper it doesn't mean automatically they are in little space or pretending the guy could actually have a multiple of actual issues and the guy that filmed in the video didn't seem to try to get the guys attention just film him which doesn't help the actual situation as filming does nothing to get the actual problem the guy stated (a guy in the park in nothing but a diaper and the kids haveing to see it ) remedied, it only prolongs it ?. If the guy called EMS for the guy it does 2 things if the guy has a nurological problem it gets him to a safe place until his caretaker can retrieve him, and if he doesn't have a neurological issue EMS would get the police there 100× faster than a call by that guy calling ?. Just a hint depending on where it was filmed it may be 100% within the law although a bit messed up he just seemed to be relaxing and enjoying the day ? Not shure if the guy knew he was distrubing the guy inside the building or not it didn't look like he did ?. One thing I do know is you don't call the police for something like that ? You call EMS to dispatch a ambulance because assumeing it is related to a abdl fantisy proves nothing when the Police that show up beat the Sh!t out of the guy and into his diaper and gets sued for beating the Sh!it out of a nuerologically impaired person that got away from their caregiver ?

Hi Jeggy, it's Kpaxor I'm not quite shure as each alt in the system also has a system of their own but for the 1 I defend 20or more that I know about and others that try to stay hidden all the time but the ones I know about in my system not includeing each alts own system is: Jasmine D------ D------- J--- Kpaxor E----- E--------- L---- E--- J---- Jessica J------ D----- R------ Yashua Essiah Mary Anne + about 10 others that don't come to the front long enough to get their names +8 that think names are pointless as their roles are to work in the background so they don't get noticed by the other alts or because their names use symbols to complex to understand and to translate it to english might be impossible. If I were to be like Essiah and try to count the the others in the alt's systems it would be closer to 200 presumeing each had at least 10 except for Mary Anne, and Essiah, and Ezeikial who crosses systems ? Sh!t don't let Ezeikial know I spelled his name wrong the first time he will be P!553d ot was the first time I ever saw his name show up but I'm pretty shure he is the cross system trigger record keeper ?( he might not be but that is my guess) and the un-named one that made up a name just to I don't know address you and give you a name to call them by ? Anyways this should be a very intresting appointment for my system today as it is still trying to reset the cycles that got messed up when trying to teach D------ a lesson and it is with the 1 person that seems to notice subtle diffrences at every appointment, I mean right now the diffrences aren't actually hidden that well so it will be quite a fked up appointment if a little comes to the front and starts playing with the toys in her office ? Unfortunately I'm not in a position to stop it either because about 20 littles haven't cycled yet ?, at least 18 of them are over the age of 3 it really won't help though especially if the alt in control of the switch timeing decided to switch to a alt and after start switching between the alt's alts ??. This appointment might get quite messed up ?, I can't reschedule it though as I already did that and was supposed to go last Wednesday ?.

Hi it's Kpaxor I will have to check out the movie later and Sorry about the alt without a name they are quite strange trying to interfere with other's systems ?and Sorry about the mispelling of your name Jesse they were probally also going threw the list of alts that needed to be in front for a few minutes. I'm interrupting this is Mary Anne and stop calling him Jesse he clearly stated his name is Jeggy. ? Ok, Mary Anne don't do that your makeing me dizzy ? OK Jeggy sorry for the mispelling on your big's name ? I will run a search for the movie later because it sounds like a intresting movie ?. It might be really unrealistic though I guess it depends on their acting skills ?. I just hopped on for a few between the cycles the system is doing to try to compensate for D------ being in front for so long ?. I will be back on a bit later talk to you then Jeggy. Later, Kpaxor

Hi Jessie, I'm the alt that controls the actual switch over in my system I was brought out by Mary Anne (the alt that silently stabelizes the system) to explain something to you. The answer is no you you are not becomeing more of a baby. I will explain to you why. If you are a baby and acting like a adult the true you is breaking threw. If you are a adult pretending to be a baby then it is pretend and can end at any time you choose, however if your true self is a baby and you continue to ignore the need to be in your little space you will start accidently slipping into little space and the times won't be controlled by a act as the true you will always prevail and cause chaos when the true self's needs aren't met. I don't know if that will make any sense to you, hopefully it does ?. I definantly can't guarentee it will though as I'm the Alt that stays hidden and in the higher level of processing, I only came out because Mary Anne saw a chance to try to stableize another system that doesn't know it is a system yet ? Jessie try to get it stopped at 2 or 3 because it is way harder to hide about 200 total ?. Your friend, Sh!t I don't actually have a name ? Lè Switch Controlà ?? OK Peace out I'm never supposed to be in front ?I don't even know how it happened ?. Mary Anne and her therories probally ?. OK, Kpaxor here and I'm not editing the message at all as it has nothing to do with the known system I'm supposed to defend. Also if I don't pass it on Mary Anne won't be able to be switched out after 12hrs ?. Kpaxor (defender of my system)

I can't answer the question?. My situation is diffrent than probally 99.9% of people on here?. But I will go off what alot of people say and that is the more comfortable with who you are the harder it is to hold to the expectations of anyone but yourself. So in essence it means anyone that has a hard time going into little space is acting like a adult or actually identifies as a adult, the ones that are acting like a adult and Identifies as a say a 4yo will eventually end up haveing the true them breaking out in front and slipping into little space at the worse times, when they try to control it and act while trying to make themselves believe they are something they are not it gets to a point where it causes disruptions. I know you saw D-------'s post where she thought she was being punished for trying to be a adult?. She wasn't being punished just reminded she wasn't a adult and the rules were there for her benifit, apparently she wasn't ready to be a adult and was pretending to be something she wasn't and I decided to let her prove she was a adult and she accidently regressed into her 2yo alt off her system ?. There is a reason Essiah kept the triggers from the other alts from working and if D------ were a adult she would be still active and P!553d as all h377 right now for being treated that way, however she inadverently triggered her 2yo alt by trying to act like J---- and she also did it way before she was supposed to so it could be because she got sick or it could be because she needed little time and kept trying to act like a adult instead ? The answer is the more you act like not yourself the harder it is to hide your true self. If it is pretending then it can end at any time and it won't reoccur until you want it to. If it isn't pretending and you keep acting like something you are not it will get harder to control the times your true self slips out. My situation is quite diffrent than everyone else though as I have way more than 1 person to my host system and each of those people have even more people on their host list. I haven't made it longer than a alt's alt taking the front yet and think it is probally impossible. I also don't ever want it to happen that is why I the host try to cater to them all and my system has safeguards to assure their needs are met ??. Currently <host(witheld) ,Kpaxor, Essiah, Yashua(I'm almost never out), Ezeikial(I'm almots never out either), and M---A---- (I'm only out after a break in the cycles for the following 12hrs to stablize the system) ?.

Hi it is Jessica again I doubt D------ will be back on for a long time but Just in case I want to leave her a message. You were supposed to act like J---- not trigger your little D---, silly. But it is ok I should have expected it, anything to get out of a punishment right?. Good luck with writeing the journal entry as your little doesn't know how to write yet ?. It is a good thing I babysit all the littles and D--- is no exception. We might be friends but Essiah was right you were in to much of a rush to grow up so don't expect me to help you out of the actual punishment you put yourself in if you somehow find yourself in front again as I'm shure you will still be D---- your 2yo alt in your system ? You will probally never see this and if you do it is because you actually grew up, highly unlikely?. Seeing as D--- will mean nothing to you as D--- also can't read ? Love always, Jessica ????

If some of the littles would enjoy it why did you not try to trigger them to the front instead of smokeing at 16yo and trying to trigger a adult alt to the front? Your 16 and I was expecting you to smoke thinking it is what makes a adult, You are in too much of a hurry to grow up ? I'm glad you realised it, even if it took almost 3 days ?. Essiah

Hi It's Essiah I'm ending D------'s punishment early. She of course didn't do the 2 things she was supposed to do 1 act like J---- for the last hour before bed and at wind down time write in a journal. Instead she tried to act like J---- for 2hrs after her last post and got sick because or something because the way I woke up was quite indictive of a 2yo that got really sick from heat. So I don't think she can be called back in front to finish her punishment anyways ?. The last video watched was arther, tom and jerry,and caillou(only part) and the next on the list is was a episode of the simpsions that the thumbnail has lisa in tears. So I'm going to edit her name out and end her punishment ?.

Still stuck in front ?and reminded that one of the adults need to do taxes, I'm and there is no way I will figure that out ?. Essiah you win, I will not be coming back on when I'm in front ?. Now please end the punishment you made your point?. I'm goin' to watch some tv scence you unblocked everything I'm putting it back to the way it was because the tv shows are messed up I wanted to watch the movie war games and the search resulted in s/[t gets p3gg3d in l35b!@n war games. I'm only 16 and that was twisted and fked up ?. I know what you are doing and you proved your point I'm only 16 and not a adult. Jesse It was nice to talk to you but I want this punishment to end and it won't if I continue to come on here when I'm in front so this is the last post from me. Maybe I will back on in about 2years ?. I hope Kpaxor & Essiah let me out of the front ?. Essiah didn't give me a chore list this time and instead just said act like J----- before bed tonight if you are done thinking you are a adult ?. So by that my wind down time is 7pm and bedtime is 8pm. So I guess this is bye from D------. ??Bye for a long time? , The 16yo Alt D------ that broke the rules set by Kpaxor & Essiah ?

I'm being punished for breaking rules by Kpaxor and Essiah the defender and protector of the alts ? I'm just going to watch Arther to make this more bareable? I'm pretty shure they missed a few tv shows that are for teens ? I used to watch Arther during lunch breaks in 7th grade during lunch break in middle school ?. I will definantly be in trouble for watching it because everything else is for age3 and under? I know they missed this one on accident ?. But I'm shure to fall asleep watching because it happened all the time in school ?.