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Jessica this is Kpaxor & Essiah WTF did you do and why did I get called in front by a panic brought on by a 2½yo ? who had 0 clue what was going on ? Weren't you watching the 14yo brother and 15yo sister? It was a accident I swear the cartoons were annoying so I tried to relax a bit and get in the same age range because they picked the stupidest episode of the simpsons ever and used the tincture in the cabinet but also knew about the teens constipation issues and added some of the oils to the food to help with it and forgot about J-------'s tendency to care alot about her brother and the fact she was seeing everything also and it ended up with 2 littles in front it wasn't them who called you up front it was me as something happened and I was stuck in the safe space with the zipper locked and no keys anywhere to be seen but the 1 I knew about because of the last time and made shure it didn't happen again but I accidently dropped the key while unlocking the zipper?. Jasmine this is Kpaxor be more carefull in what you do as you basically just told me you made the teens and yourself trigger to the front your alts and cascaded backwards and forwards. I Should have left you in the bed as a punishment but needed to find out what happened and there was no way to do that as it seems to me by what you said you triggered your younger alt and the teens younger alts also and somehow J------took front from you and put her sleepy little brother to bed in a safe place but didn't think about the key or zipper as she was more concerned about the safety of her little brother ?. Cute in a way but not good at the same time as you weren't the only alt who dropped the key that was hidden from the others ?. Essiah here guys sorry for interrupting but the reason for so many hidden keys is the alts that are just trying to get out are not thinking about anything but that and eventually drop the key before getting the zipper unlocked and only the littles trying to protect another little ever locks the zipper as it is easier just to slide the zipper out of reach and accomplishes the same thing. Now seeing what happened it could have waited as everyone was safe where they were and couldn't have gotten injured to badly and I was called in front because of a temper tantrum and the safe space being next to a wall. I will fix that later to the alt who was in a temper tantrum you kicking the wall brought me to the front and it also made me aware of a safety concern I have to address later. Jessica go back to the cartoons and be bored out of your skull as the teens that ended up triggering each other's little alts with the help of you are sleeping and not in front. Plus you said you were bored so tried to trigger your younger alt so you obviously suceeded and the sheer panic of the mistake trigger you back in front. Sorry about this J------ go watch the cartoon and get ready for your supper as it is late and you had a hard day and will need extra help to relax. ? Mary Anne is comeing to baby sit you. Wait please no I'm sorry I don't want to be punished ?. Mary Annie and you called my younger alts name what are you Hi J------ it's Mary Anne I was called in front to babysit you because you had a hard day ?. It's ok sweetie we are going to have so much fun ? and I have a special supper planned for you. Just don't tell your older alt because they will be jealous ?. Otay but iz don wanna wach cartons Iz wanna wotch <interrupting here for a second Kpaxor> Mary Anne I thought we were only useing the punishment of down by 6years makeing her a 12yo. Mary Anne here , you don't call me in for a 12yo and I don't punish anyone so sorry no she is the age of the alt that gets triggered to the front period. OK Kpaxor here , Yikes sorry please don't be too mad at me? I'm getting out of the front like right now, later guys ? Mary Anne this is Essiah please watch your temper when in the presence of a little alt as she sees what you are typeing. Essiah look at the typeing by her and tell me she knows how to read and write ? I just looked, fine you made your point I'm heading out of the front after editing some info have a fun time you 2?

Ugh where is the cartoons ?. Give me a second to check what is going on and we will go back to the cartoons ? Heading back to the cartoons Jessica ?

Thank you Jessica this is J------- but I take care of my little brother ? Well J------ if you are takeing care of your little brother I'm still takeing care of the both of you because your little brother is 14yo makeing you a 15yo and 3years younger then me, now let's go watch some cartoons and get off this page before I get in trouble for not watching you 2 closer ?

He interupted a talk between adults and refused to just observe you seem to have decided his punishment and Keeping with S-----'s concern about me being too hard on the punishments I think you are all set to go a head with whatever you are doing Jessica, it isn't my role in the system to stop you unless you take it to far and Essiah wasn't called to the front by your actions so have at it. ? J----will get bored on this page though so go have her watch cartoons now or bring another little in front and watch cartoons you both will enjoy ? Kpaxor // I put your name in for you because I'm responding to you ?. I'm bringing the 14yo up front then as they are still young enough to need a babysitter and close enough in my age to enjoy the same shows while keeping our little J----- which is the host being punished from being in front . Jessica ? Later if anyone reads this I will be babysitting a 14yo alt for a bit.

Jessica the little alts are not allowed on this website what are you thinking (Kpaxor) Kpaxor J---- is being supervised by me and never left this page and was helping me send J----- of to bed for a nap as he needs it and also needs to think about his actions of breaking the rules and not listening. I bent the rule with a purpose so relax and stop for a second and realise it was done with a higher purpose in mind. (Jessica) I had to re-read it Jessica, I'm allowing it (Kpaxor)

Swìtch man I'm sorry the other alts wern't listening to you (Kpaxor) Don't worry about it when we are in front remember our alts see and hear everything and are looking for triggers that we can't process fast enough because we are bound by the processing speed of being in front we should probally consider that our alts because it happened so fast I almost puked man ? I'm retreating back into the background so that doesn't happen again ? take care Kpaxor and try not be too hard on the host & alts with the punishments peace out man ? What do yo<interrupting sorry host but you are being punished by all of us Big alts and I might be 18yo but you are currently being punished as a 4yo so shhh and watch and listen <Jessica your new babysitter for a while ?> Are you kid<interupting again sorry host but it is time for your time out I'm bringing J----- up front and you are going to take a nap as you seem cranky ?> Nighty night sweet dreams say night night to J------ J---- ? Nit nit J‐‐‐‐‐‐ (name hidden by Jessica)

Guys what the fk just happened? This only happened like 5x before and always when the host tried breaking the rules and brought out a rapid response from the (gatekeeper) Well that is what just happened so I takeing over and going to lay down <Jasmine> Later everybody, Jasmine ??

Holy man trying to stay up front with the alts sucks as a observer I don't think I'm going to try it again because it made almost 0 sense and seemed like a wacked out dream, A alt that I didn't know about, questions about stuff I don't know about and the only thing that seemed real in the whole part of what I can only consider as a dream now is Kpaxor the defender getting bent out of shape about a question about the host's [me] name. I don't think I would cross that line in the rules again as the last time I did when I got back in front 3 weeks had passed and the situation I found myself in was quite messed up. Not that it hurt or anything but being strapped to a bed with a posey net and multiple restraint cuffs is quite messed up and a awkward situation to be in. Espicially when you have no clue what happened other than breaking a rule on a list that you had no clue where it came from. So yea after that the alts kind of started opening up to me a bit about their jobs in the system and what rules if I break will end in punishment. They are way over protective of me ?. For me it is like being a Teen with overproctive parents and rules designed for a 9yo with punishments that are equivelent to keep a 2yo safe from themselves from impulsive actions (like a toddler scratching themselves because of chicken pox ) <- only example I could think of scence I had chicken pox like 3x and only know because I was told by my mom and my medical records a long time ago showed it, I say a long time ago but I mean 24years ago, I only remember my age by doing math? and the way I figured out the amount of times I had chicken pox was my mom never mentioned the 1 time I remembered but not so well anymore (stop trying to remember it you were only observeing and shouldn't think about it and I haven't been called to the front in over 23¾ years, Kpaxor will consider it a break of the rules.) <Yes I will now change what you are talking about now please> OK ? anyways I guess I should go watch some videos or something before I get overprotected again ? they don't like me doing anything but observeing anywa ( Jessica and J---- takeing front for a second ) D------ switching front with Jessica and J----/<D---- switching with D------> N---- P-------- Swapping front with D---- (Kpaxor taking over from N---- P-------- ) Fk I will leave it but only for a reminder for him not to do that again ?

Sounds good Jeggy <Jessica> Kind of confuseing to me <Anne Marie> I understand what your saying <Kpaxor> Pretty shure the about me page is a bad idea for us to write with the overlap in views between alts because it would conflict and drive anyone reading it quite insane ? <Jasmine>

You guys need to stop argueing because you are presumeing Jesse and J---- are part of a system and even if it were true it makes the argueing not good because in order for Jesse to be able to read the response you need not to accidently call J---- in front by useing his name so much and stop useing little's names because if Jesse is a system that doesn't know yet you are going against what you are doing in our system which is not right ? Anne Marie

Ok I'm not going to say the tramatic event I would rather say I'm a alt trying to destablize the system then let the host who is obviously able to see this know what I'm hideing so I'm just fking around and my name is um 29, the host is a male and his name is ---------- <pulled out by Kpaxor as it violates DD policys and if it doesn't it shure as h377 violates mine> 29 you have screwed this up a bit man I'm takeing front . Some use the same tooth brush and some do not ? Most of the adult alts and a few teen alts use a clear acrylic toothbrush because it is clear it isn't to distinguishable either way The littles have a shared toothbrush even though they think it is only their toothbrush, Jasmine has a pink toothbrush, J----- has a teal toothbrush,D-------has a purple tooth brush, and D------ has a green toothbrush that got thrown away by the host because it was used to clean a really bad bunch of burnt on food and D------ hadn't been front for quite a while so the toothbrush was in the sink anyways ? All the littles use the same toothpaste which is mild strawberry floride free training toothpaste . (Far from mild when you are superviseing <Jessica>) Sorry about interrupting you Kpaxor but this is Jessica and please watch your language as we don't know if it is Jesse or J---- in front or if he figured it out yet? Jessica it's Kpaxor it is kind of obvious it is Jesse in front however I accept your edit as if it were J---- in front the edit would make no sense anyways ?

Yes Jamal let me know what your hideing from the host, I don't care about the host's real name, or the gender of the host, nor doa I care about the toothbrush situation either. By your name it points to the hosts cousin or uncle ?

Don't remove my name again please. It is my choice to put my name and it indirectly answers his question, So I will thank you not to remove my name this time. Unless you want me to answer another way. Jamal ? Fine but your not supposed to and you know it ? I'm not takeing the heat for this one ? Jasmine Yes each alt knows why they were born or what they are hideing from the host it is their job to hide a specific tramatic event to lessen the load on the host and each alt cares about the host in their own way even if they don't care about the other alts. All other alts that I know about do care about the other alts even if they show it in a strange way ? Jamal Sorry about that ? got in a argument with Jasmine ? The answer was in the last part ? Jamal

Pretty shure they don't pay attention to their ethnicities that much and only they know what event they are protecting each other from. However when alts lash out like D------ did I get a better understanding of what happened. There is some alts that know about what happened to other alts but not everyone knows what happened to each other. Well at lest not that I know of ? J-----

Sorry all I can't allow the destablization of the system I called myself to the front after being in the background. Swìtch I'm further into the system than you and none of you will ever notice I'm here, don't do that again ?. Unless none of you want to be in front and want to appear brain dead, that is your only warning. Max 4 alts but try to keep it to 2 at a time because the littles need to be supervised. I'm not going to give any information about me but be carefull about what you do ?. Back to my job then. Bye and I'll be watching you ?

Currently Mary Anne,Kpaxor, Swìtch (shorting it because I have been brought to the front too many times this week and I'm suppised to be in the background to do my job properly?) ,D----- (the alt that gets very 1 sided when questioned about facts that happened from memories) , Jessica, (I don't know why I was put in front),Essiah, J----, (because theese guys are definantly not going to be very easy going and I need to be able to get them to chill out after), D------ (now you know why you are here Jessica), D------ (sorry Jessica but D------ was wrong you are here for me and ----) D‐‐‐‐, Jasmine, J---, J------<-Jessica pease no time outs ?, s------ <- you spelled your name wrong z------) OK now I only want the alts involved in the doctors' appt from the memory to speak first if you weren't involved don't say anything ? Jasmine here and I found it very miserible and accidently triggered my own little because being that sick isn't fun. D------- here and I found it embarassing having accidents in a diaper at 16yo. D------here and Being 25 found it very annoying and disgracefull. J--- hwear me feewlt sitk (here I felt sick)<-<put in by Jessica and Jasmine because nobody else on tne system could figure it out.> S------(Z------) ti edam leef ekil I saw gninieb dehsinup rof gnittew eth deb (it made me feel like I was being punished for wetting the bed) <-<written in by J---- > This is Mary Anne , Swìtch kick the all out of the front now I don't want to be here all month I work in the brackground also S K D E Kpaxor here lost my thought process for a second no clue what the whatever im putting it up because I really don't know what the fk just happened and still need time to process it.

Well Sh!t someone definantly P!553d me off. Unfortunately I'm the alt that enjoys being right, however I have quite the 1 sidedness when someone P!553s me off. I'm also one of the Bigs and defender or protector kind of works to classify me but not quite as I <removed by kpaxor>. I'm not putting my name down because trying to call me out in front is a bad Idea according to most in the system and I can only presume that Kpaxor didn't want me accidently triggered to the front kind of thing. When you say "Is that what happened if your story actually really did happen." You frankly Pi55 me off a memory is not a story and your question is in all essence calling me a lier. For me as a big alt the memory and the experience was pure h377. I'm not going to to put you threw the whole sequence of events from wake up to return home because you would feel like Sh!t even if you weren't the person that posted: Is that what happened if your story actually really did happen. If I was writeing a story why bother with Prednisone and the antihistimine? The muscle relaxers and antibiotics with increased fluids would end In a messy diaper also? Maybe you should think before questioning a day of pure h377 for me. Your comment has 100% ------ me off. <Removed by Kpaxor> <Removed by Kpaxor> <Kpaxor> Thank you for letting me know who actually did that ? You wouldn't believe how much we got yelled at because you decided to attack facebook over a troll ?. You need not to come in front for a long time man I saw what you wrote. Remember the rest of don't like scareing people and some people are more sensitive than others, Please word the responses more carefully if you respond.

Quite intresting how you question the part of the response that had to do with a memory of 1 of the actual worse days I had ?. Maybe you should have read it a bit better as all the stuff that happened in my memory was out of medical necessity even though it shure as H377 doesn't feel that way when in little space ? don't let my littles know but the bloodwork was a cbc to see how bad the infection was, the muscle relaxers were because my body doesn't process pain like everyone else's and I could have technically walked in on a broken ankle and not notice it that much, the prednisone was to reduce inflamation, and the antihistimines were because my allergies were acting up and with my history probally lead to a sinus infection which had lead to the ear infection, the antibiotics were to get rid of the infection that devoloped. Also my old PCP knows I'm more of a visual learner so probally wanted me to have something as a visual aid for when I got home, while at the same time realiseing the effects of telling me to drink extra fluids and the effects of antibiotics . To answer your question yes it actually happened and it sucked at the time as I was sick and just wanted to go to sleep when I got home and instead had to clean the mess up because antibiotics suck and a muscle relaxer that deals with smoothe muscles not skeletal muscles would have had the effect alone. Why would I bother saying anything about the antihistimine or prednisone if I wanted to try to tell a bs story. The part of your comment that really upsets me is <if your story really happened> Nice to know you think that a miseriable day is actually enjoyable, sorry but I didn't enjoy that day or the following 21days of antibiotics or wakeing up drenched in sweat when it was that cold out either. I had a memory that can be seen 2 ways but the facts still remain the same,for me it was pure hell.

Doesn't that baby know the formula is for drinking ?? Jeggy https://www.walmart.com/ip/Enfamil-Reguline-Baby-Formula-Designed-for-Soft-Comfortable-Stools-with-Omega-3-DHA-Probiotics-for-Immune-Support-Reusable-Powder-Tub-19-5-Oz/36969533 be carefull man knowledge ends in messy diapers ? You will be sitting there watching paw patrol go to fart and Mess your self completely within a few seconds ? ?The link isn't apearing as a link?

That looked more like the duck pond of youth ?

Add 4 years before anyone accepted that dignosis and actually changed it ? They might see the alts but they aren't going to say Sh!t ? Yep they finally change the dignosis and now they got bigger problems and want to sign me up for BHH. I said h377 no they would say burn my home flat because it is a fking wreck ?. This is going to be bad man because I asked my primary mental healthcare provider to help me fill out the tax form for last year because my state is sending anyone that files 2021 tax forms $850 ? How the fk is she going to fill it out with over 50 seprate people in 1 host ?. Now I see why I never file taxes ?.

Had the appointment and my primary mental health provider agreed with the neuropsychatrist ?Finally 1 that agreed ? and um she also said she didn't think I had bipolar?. I said yea the small changes you noticed weren't me ? She didn't even want to know man. She basically said save it for next appointment. I think she already knows she keeps putting diffrent toys?. Last time it was a white board and markers this time it was a giant 3ft teddy bear ? That appointment was almost doomed before it even started ?I had 6 littles looking at the teddy bear and 1 almost go after it ??? I should have let them in front ? She would have wondered WTF just happened ?My hair is in a triangle ?2 pigtails that meet into 1 ponytail ??? ? ever have a alt switch in the middle of a question ? she said the test didn't make much sense because I was smarter then the test said I was. I said Yea I basically fked the whole IQ part of the test up by trying not to be hyper ? she looked at the test under the anxiety scale and said um your anxiety was wicked high, My response was. It's stressfull trying not to be hyper and fking the rest of the test up ? she asked why were you trying not to be hyper, My answer was simple because over 29 years of the wrong diagnosis because everyone only saw the ADHD. I know it wrecked the rest of it but he finally got the right diagnosis ?

I don't have the formula to reduce your size but I shure do have the name of the actual baby formula that will cause you to have accidents ? They designed it for babies that are constipated. ( Enfamil Reguline ) My hair is in a pigtails that connect into a ponytail so I have a triangle in my hair on the top of my head ?.

Strange looks like someone denied their littles a play time and forgot to dress them ? Quick someone needs to call LittleProtectiveServices. all jokes aside the guy might have a actual disorder and the guy filming should have called medical services because if someone is in a child's playground in nothing but a diaper it doesn't mean automatically they are in little space or pretending the guy could actually have a multiple of actual issues and the guy that filmed in the video didn't seem to try to get the guys attention just film him which doesn't help the actual situation as filming does nothing to get the actual problem the guy stated (a guy in the park in nothing but a diaper and the kids haveing to see it ) remedied, it only prolongs it ?. If the guy called EMS for the guy it does 2 things if the guy has a nurological problem it gets him to a safe place until his caretaker can retrieve him, and if he doesn't have a neurological issue EMS would get the police there 100× faster than a call by that guy calling ?. Just a hint depending on where it was filmed it may be 100% within the law although a bit messed up he just seemed to be relaxing and enjoying the day ? Not shure if the guy knew he was distrubing the guy inside the building or not it didn't look like he did ?. One thing I do know is you don't call the police for something like that ? You call EMS to dispatch a ambulance because assumeing it is related to a abdl fantisy proves nothing when the Police that show up beat the Sh!t out of the guy and into his diaper and gets sued for beating the Sh!it out of a nuerologically impaired person that got away from their caregiver ?

Hi Jeggy, it's Kpaxor I'm not quite shure as each alt in the system also has a system of their own but for the 1 I defend 20or more that I know about and others that try to stay hidden all the time but the ones I know about in my system not includeing each alts own system is: Jasmine D------ D------- J--- Kpaxor E----- E--------- L---- E--- J---- Jessica J------ D----- R------ Yashua Essiah Mary Anne + about 10 others that don't come to the front long enough to get their names +8 that think names are pointless as their roles are to work in the background so they don't get noticed by the other alts or because their names use symbols to complex to understand and to translate it to english might be impossible. If I were to be like Essiah and try to count the the others in the alt's systems it would be closer to 200 presumeing each had at least 10 except for Mary Anne, and Essiah, and Ezeikial who crosses systems ? Sh!t don't let Ezeikial know I spelled his name wrong the first time he will be P!553d ot was the first time I ever saw his name show up but I'm pretty shure he is the cross system trigger record keeper ?( he might not be but that is my guess) and the un-named one that made up a name just to I don't know address you and give you a name to call them by ? Anyways this should be a very intresting appointment for my system today as it is still trying to reset the cycles that got messed up when trying to teach D------ a lesson and it is with the 1 person that seems to notice subtle diffrences at every appointment, I mean right now the diffrences aren't actually hidden that well so it will be quite a fked up appointment if a little comes to the front and starts playing with the toys in her office ? Unfortunately I'm not in a position to stop it either because about 20 littles haven't cycled yet ?, at least 18 of them are over the age of 3 it really won't help though especially if the alt in control of the switch timeing decided to switch to a alt and after start switching between the alt's alts ??. This appointment might get quite messed up ?, I can't reschedule it though as I already did that and was supposed to go last Wednesday ?.