Dyson

I enjoy the feeling of humiliation when I wear a diaper. The reason it is humiliating is that most people would hate wearing one. So the fact that most vanillas don’t like diapers is the reason that I do like them.

As I write, I am wearing a cloth-backed diaper. It was an accidental purchase. Bought the pack thinking it was plastic-backed and got a big disappointment when I opened it. This has happened a couple of times before over the years, and in the past I just threw out the whole pack. This time, I thought I would try them out. And you know what, they are not bad. They do feel good to wear. They have the nice bulk between the legs which is one the key diaper feelings for me. This is not to say I am a convert to cloth. For sure my next pack will be plastic-backed. But I learned today that I can still enjoy cloth backing at a pinch.

My first was a Tena Slip. It was about 15 years ago but I remember it well. This was before you you could order them online and it took me a long time to work up the courage to buy them. But when I finally did, and put that first one on, it was amazing. Diapers are sexual for me so after getting it on, the next order of business was jerking off in it. I remember trying a few different techniques as I didn’t know the best way to do it. I finally settled on rubbing the front of it with my hand. Tena Slips are my favorite to this day, probably because they were the first.

I got into the habit of driving with my diaper exposed. I would pull down my jeans so that the diaper was visible while I drove. I got a kick out of it, knowing that I was exposed in public but without anyone being able to see it. Or so I thought. One day, while I was stopped at a red light, a truck pulled up beside me. Trucks have a high driver’s compartment, and I discovered the hard way that it’s high enough to be able to look down into cars and see drivers’ waist area. There was a passenger in the truck who not only saw me, but he started trying to get my attention, making a “WTF” expression at me. I did my best to ignore him. I was pretty glad when the light finally turned green. Needless to say I gave up on that particular habit.