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Ok, I never understood why I'm attracted to Diapers. But I do know that I've been like this for my whole life, I don't even think I got potty trained till I was 6. But I do know I grew up thinking my step dad was my real dad until my Mom told me otherwise when I was I think 10 or 11, I also know that I was beaten by my step dad when I was little with a coat hanger and my Mom even was mean to me for a while, so much that I eventually tried to run away and eventually moved in with my Mamaw, who died in 2001 but before that she tried to raise me the best she could and I remember that my mom & step dad eventually moved mext door to us and I remember that I had a fascination of diapers, so much that I would sneak and take my baby brothers diapers and sneak and wear them, then I remember my mom finding out and coming over to my mamaws house to yell at me for doing that to where I ran and hid and I remember my mamaw defending me and she let me continue to wear it (the diaper), I then remember that even once that I snuck and got 2 of my baby brothers diapers and me & my cousin (whose a girl) wore the diapers to bed we slept together in them and I think I was 6 or 7 not sure and then I remember making a homemade diaper (trash bag & toilet paper) and was wearing it the night my mamaw passed, I remember my cousin coming and telling me she wasnt breathing (of course I took the diaper off before going out and checking on her ) I was 10 then and it just left me in shock and then I eventually moved back with my mom for a little and then I remember I started to bed wet sometimes on purpose, other times not, till eventually I convinced my mom to finally lemme continue wearing Diapers & surprisingly she mustve had a change of heart cause later that night she had one of her friends purchase me some protective underwear (she was to embarrassed I guess) and also at this time I was dating a girl named Taci and I told her that I liked to wear diapers & she was I think a year or two older, but she was cool (actually I think she thought it was cute), heck one night she even wanted me to take a pic of me in one and send it to her, and not sure what happend but we eventually broke up and then at age 14 I convinced my aunt to even start buying me diapers (who lived next door, moved in once my mammaw passed) and to my surprise she did and my mom still didn't mind until I turned 15 then she found out I was watching diaper girl vids & looking @ diaper anime (DBZ & Pokemon) and she then tried to make me quit again and that's when I moved in with my aunt & uncle next door and from 15-17 she continued to purchase me Diapers & then some things happened & later that year I moved in with one of my cousins whose Christian & I got saved and then stopped wearing for a little until now (age 18) the urges have come back and Im still a Christian but I still want diapers and heck I ask my uncle for money almost every month and walk to this Rite-Aid by our house (about a mile) and purchase them still and sneak them in the house when they're gone off to work.....Also I remember when I was going through puberty (I guess), I use to rock my legs back in forth real fast till I ended up doing you know what in my Diaper and I thought it tickled & felt good even though I didn't realize what I was doing until now & wonder if this is the reason I'm attracted to them and is there a way to stop or control it because I feel I still can't keep on being a Christian

There's certainly some fascinating fetishes here :3 Puddin' has a few of her own ~ though many pertain in a roundabout way to her babygirl thing (like stinky squishy poo filled diapers and the manner of humiliation that they can bring. Call Puddin' a stinky girl and she'll shiver and squirm <3); but others are independent. I'm very into mind control and alternation; Pavlovian conditioning and the like. And also pretty hands. I most definitely have a hand fetish~ and um...what else. Victorian clothing; corsets and the like most definitely. Frills and lace and all things loli <3 And the big one is..tushy. I love bottoms. I love to just..stare at them, kiss them, lick them, put my fingers and tongue and peenie in them..and of course I *adore* it when people do the same to mine *dreamy sigh*

Rules? What about 'em?