"Diaper Boy, you smelled much worse today. You were right to move out of the way, though"   She grabs the diaper bag and passes it to Ben. "But come back, because I think you should be the one to change him. It will make you stronger"

I'm sorry to the mods if this is the wrong place to post this but when I came here I was broken, VERY near suicide... and you guys helped rescue me from not only that but Leeindiapers, silly, tai, tommy, dunky , all of you cared enough to walk besides me these past few months even when I've been a total bitch and/or an emotional wreck, you've not only given me my life back I'm a changed person... no longer in the chains of fear, sorrow, regret, bitterness, anger, and all those other negative things and memories I've held on to for far too long... and so I wrote this as  a dedication with  a heart so full of love its overflowing and with thankfulness and grace I didnt have even two months ago... I love you all so very much.  Thank you for being a safe space, a shoulder to cry on, a place to vent free of judgement, a place I've learned to trust others, and to trust myself again.. "Across the miles" When I first came here I felt so alone One by one you walked with me giving me the strength to go on ~ All of you mean so much to me the lessons you've taught the lessons you're teaching the love and the hope I've experienced , I've felt through your words even though you are  so far away ~ Across the miles even across the sea you've lifted me up when I was down you've wiped away the tears I cry ~ How could I ever repay for all that you've done a once broken bitter soul given hope once more carried by your love I know theres nothing I cant do now ~ I'll be right by your side just like you were for me I love you all, each and every one of you... thank you for your love ❤️ End ❤️

He picks up the food by hand, but he really likes the food that Daddy feeds him. He makes fun faces while Daddy spoons the food into his mouth.

Ben moves away from the baby. The poop has a little bit of a smell, but it's not so bad.  He moves away from him because he doesn't know how long he'll have to wait for Karen to come change the baby.  He feels bad for the little baby.

"She's inside, Buddy. It's time to eat" Daddy takes him inside to eat dinner. The big boys come along too as they've worked up an appetite helping Benny play. They're a bit too old for it, but it was fun to play with Benny.   They give him has the usual small amount  of toddler hand foods, some apple banana baby food in a jar that Daddy feeds him, and a bottle of Mommy milk