17: Mush   After dinner that night as the sun began to set behind the horizon, the sky became a pink and purple hue over the beach. Zoey laid on her hammock, sketching. She blushed as she colored it in, pulling back to look at the drawing Dr. Mastermind holding the pocket watch in his hand. It was a realistic anime version, but it still made her hot and bothered by looking at it. She jumped and felt herself pee in her diaper as she heard a voice behind her, “That’s a nice art piece, little Zoey.” Dr. Mastermind said, hands in his dress pant black pockets as he leaned on the door frame that led out to the balcony. Zoey quickly closed her sketch book in embarrassment, “How’d you get there so quietly?” Her cheeks were red as she looked up to his playful and humored brown eyes, “And isn’t it early?” She asked, looking at her alarm clock in the room to see it was only 7PM. “You were absorbed in your drawing.” He murmured, eyes glancing to her bulging crotch sweatpants area, “I’ve been here for a few minutes but wanted to watch you for a moment. You’re face makes a cute expression when you color.” He said, thoughtfully as she blushed further, “I wanted to invite you to stay the night at my house. Would you like that?” He tilted his head with a warm and inviting smile on his face. Zoey licked her lips at the thought… being with Dr. Mastermind all night sounded nice, but she was weary about being with his controlling presence for longer than an hour. She sat on the Hammock, “I would.” She grinned up with a nervous tickle in her stomach. “Good, then let’s get a fresh set of clothes for tomorrow and go.” He told her. Fifteen minutes later Dr. Mastermind pulled into the driveway, “Stay in your seat for another moment.” He instructed as she sat in confusion and he got out of the SUV, going to her side. He opened the door, unbuckling her and murmuring, “Come here, little Zoey.” Zoey flushed from her face down to her lower parts from his words and sudden treatment like she was a child who couldn’t walk. She gasped as he picked her up and placed her on his hips. As he walked, she looked down to how far the ground seemed at his height. She’d guess he was 6’4 and didn’t realize the perspective distance until she was held. His hand firmly held her padded bottom as he used his free hand for the keys. A moment later he found the right key and brought her inside his home. “Is my little Zoey thirsty?” He murmured in her ear, taking her over to the couch. She blushed by his belittling tone that made her feel very flustered, “Yeah, I guess.” He deposited her on the couch. “I’ll get you some milk then.” He said, eyes meeting hers as she blushed further. “Water usually is perfectly fine.” She said back defiantly. “Mm, I think your too young to understand what you want yet.” Zoey frowned, “I mean, we can’t be too far apart in age.” She said, trying to bite back a little from his incessant teasing. His eyes glowered a bit in annoyance, “You were being such a good girl today, it’d be too bad if you lost that status.” She bit her lip, “Maybe I am too young.” She gave angelic eyes that made him chuckle as he went to the kitchen and fixed her a bottle. She sat Indian position in anticipation for him to come back and where the night could go. He came back over with an adult sized baby bottle that Zoey’s eyes locked onto in surprise that he had such an infantile item at the ready. She thought he was getting a glass of milk, not a baby bottle! Her surprised eyes met his humored ones. He sat down and put the bottle on the side table, opening his arms for her to crawl over. She hesitantly got on all fours and got onto his lap. He turned her onto her back and pulled off her sweatpants, “We don’t need to disguise what you really are with me.” He murmured, pulling the sweats off her ankles as she flushed red from the comment and her exposed diapered bottom. “Hm, does someone like that?” His fingers grazed her stomach between the top of her diaper and her shirt with a tickle as she giggled but didn’t answer him. He gave a knowing look as his hand grazed lower to the semi-wet padding, squishing her diaper, “Did someone wet already a little in her diapers?” Zoey moaned by the touch and his words. She was already putty in his arms so suddenly from a simple combination. “A little.” She said, his finger grazing her inner thighs now. “Hm, maybe it’s not time for a diaper change yet then.” His eyes flickered mischievously as he pulled his hand away to her dissatisfaction and grabbed her milk, “I’m sure this will help fill it.” Before she could protest, she opened her mouth and the large nipple of the bottle was placed in her mouth firmly, “Mmph.” She grumbled under him, realizing that suckling from a bottle wasn’t so easy as babies made it look. As much as she could grumble, the look in Dr. Mastermind’s eyes made her believe that she would have to drink the very full bottle. It took her a few moments to get a good rhythm down until she could have larger amounts fill her mouth as a time. Dr. Mastermind’s eyes melted as he watched her suckle, as if a real adult baby in his arms. He switched arms in holding the bottle, keeping one wrapped around her back to hold the bottle up and his now free left hand trailed down to her diaper. He squished the semi wet padding into her crotch as she began moaning underneath him. “I think someone’s been such a good girl today.” He murmured softly as she drank obediently and moaned to his touch. It didn’t take long until she shuddered in release, a bit of milk dribbling down the side of her mouth that the doctor caught with his finger, “Drink it all little girl, maybe you’ll get a second treat if you do.” Her eyes flashed in excitement as she suckled eagerly. Dr. Mastermind chuckled softly as she drank, knowing he had the little Glow Lightning in the palm of his hands now. Zoey drank the rest of the bottle until empty, “Good girl.” Dr. Mastermind murmured lowly in a sultry tone that made Zoey squirm as his hand still rested on her diapered crotch, patting her gently but not enough to get her too excited. “I have something else for you.” Her eyebrows knitted together in confusion as he reached into his pocket and pulled out a pastel pink pacifier, pushing it gently between her lips. Just like the nipple of the bottle, it took Zoey a moment to get used to it as she looked up to the doctor who smiled down warmly. He played with her hair as she felt like she regressed so small. Her brain felt like mush in his hands from the embarrassment, tender touches and attention she felt. He was giving her the attention and care she craved so deeply that it made her feel fuzzy and flustered. “Maybe we can watch a movie before bedtime, how does that sound?” He asked lovingly down to her. She nodded in response as he grabbed the remote on the nightstand, turning on the TV. His eyes left hers to look at the screen but Zoey’s eyes didn’t waiver, she studied his strong jawline to his nose with a slight bump on it to his veins that showed in his neck that only pulsated when he was mad. Zoey didn’t notice she was suckling on the pacifier as she stared up at him and he glanced down with a smile. After a half an hour of watching the movie, Zoey began to feel her bladder building. She hadn’t went to the restroom since before going to Dr. Mastermind’s office and was feeling uncomfortable by how full her bladder was. She shifted in his arms as they watched Despicable Me and he looked down to her. Zoey gulped, staring at the TV but feeling his gaze. If he could read her mind, she didn’t know at this point why she’d even try to hide it, but the stubborn part of her wanted to, none-the-less. She felt his hand trail up to her lower abdomen, circling above her bladder, “Relax little one. That’s what your diapers are for.” He said softly, still watching her. Zoey felt embarrassed every time he said ‘your diapers’ in such a condescending tone. She shifted and he looked back up to the TV, waiting for the inevitable. Zoey closed her eyes, trying to wet but unable too. She let out a little breath and opened her eyes to see Dr. Mastermind’s eyes studying her as she tried. “Do you need help, little Zoey?” He asked, tilting his head. Zoey frowned behind her paci, “I gweth.” The pacifier giving her a lisp that made him smile at the cuteness. Dr. Mastermind snapped his finger and Zoey gasped as she felt her bladder let go like a water faucet turned on. She quickly sat up, trying to clench her bladder in the case she could leak. He pushed her back down, “Ah, ah, relax, little one. Watch the movie.” He instructed as she kept feeling her bladder do what it wanted. It was like she was really incontinent! If Dr. Mastermind could do this with one snap, what else could he do? She didn’t know if she wanted that answer just yet. She laid back as one of his hands patted gently her filling diaper. Zoey couldn’t believe she was still wetting for what felt like a few minutes. By the time she stopped, the diaper was inflated around her with warm pee that felt like it was going to possibly leak if she peed anymore. “What a good girl.” He patted the soggy diaper and praised that made her squirm with the words again, making her hot and bothered. She was taken by so many feelings in the wet diaper and a handsome guy tending to her. It was overwhelming feelings of pure ecstasy, humiliation and a form of love she hadn’t felt before by anyone. She only knew this man for three weeks, yet the way he looked at her longingly made her feel special and loved. She didn’t know his as well as she wanted to, but she wanted to learn so much more about him. Zoey looked to the TV as she suckled her pacifier in a regressed state, feeling like such mush in his arms in her very wet diaper and pacifier. She shifted, wishing slightly to be changed soon but it didn’t seem like Dr. Mastermind was looking to move anytime soon. They were over halfway through the movie and Zoey guessed he may just wait until after the movie for her change. During the movie, her thighs went together a bit more, eliciting a soft squish on her insides that made her squirm a bit. She didn’t mean to do that but it was surprisingly nice. A half an hour later, the movie ended and Dr. Mastermind turned off the TV, picking Zoey up once more. He brought her up the stairs to his master bedroom that Zoey almost dropped her pacifier seeing how beautiful it was. There were ceiling to floor glass walls around a glass sliding door, plants with black pots lining the balcony and a king sized bed that had a black frame with a canopy dressing it. The furniture was a light wood with black accents.  He had a dark grey comforter that was like laying on a cloud to Zoey when she was laid on it. “Be good and stay here.” He murmured as she took in his bedroom, looking around in awe of the crown molded ceilings and the unique darkness of it. Dr. Mastermind went into his master bathroom and grabbed his supplies for her from his cabinet. He walked back in and she was putting her thighs together, squirming a bit from the pleasure. He gave her a look, “What did I just say?” Zoey blinked in confusion, not even realizing she was being a touch naughty, “Sowwy.” She said behind the pacifier. He shook his head in disappointment and opened her diaper changing mat as Zoey fixated on it, realizing it was a baby changing mat with pastel multi-color baby dinosaur print on it. She lifted her hips as he placed it under her and opened up his wipes. From his angle as he lowered himself onto the bed her wet diaper was adorable along with her lost look. He almost wanted to keep her in the wet diaper all night but decided against it as it may be a touch cruel too soon for him to do. He brushed off the thought and went to work in wiping her down, being cautious of her excited areas. Zoey made sure not to shift and be naughty as he wiped. He put the wipes in the diaper and rolled them inside as he pulled the dirty diaper out from under her. Then he got the new diaper out and put it underneath her. He paused, looking down at her excited rosebud with a lick of his lips. Dr. Mastermind eyed her, “I think you get a second treat tonight for being so good.” He murmured, taking a wipe out and wiping her rosebud as she gasped in surprise. The kiss of the wipe was not enough, he knew that much. He lowered his mouth to her as she gasped at his tongue connecting to her. He put his finger into her at the same time and she had a powerful orgasm within a minute, moaning in surprise that he was willing to do that to her and was so skilled. He stayed for another moment, licking her excitement before getting a wipe and cleaning her up a touch more. He powdered her and brought the diaper over her, taping her in snugly. Zoey felt sleepy after what he did to her. Her brain was in a fluster of not believing he just had done that and how good it felt. Her eyes tried to stay awake as he got the changing mat out from under her. As he put the supplies away, she fell asleep quickly. He went over to the bed, eyes grazing her peaceful closed eyes, long dark eyelashes, long dark brown hair to her cute little bottom. The things he’d do to her was a long list, one he’d wait to do over time. He sighed, getting up and putting on his pajamas. Dr. Mastermind went back to the bed, picking his new little baby up and getting under the covers with her. He turned off the light, kissing her hair and cuddling into her before drifting off to sleep.

Okay this is just like goals

No potty regrets for me cause I am kept in diapers forever

Well said, Kawa

Well, here's the problem, when you center diapers and being diapered all the time. You're gonna alienate people and push people away from you. You really should not center your life around diapers, and if you do, it's gonna consume you, and you'll wind up getting worse and worse. Right now you should focus on yourself and not make diapers the center of attention.